LITTLEWORLDOFCARNIVAS

I don't need to live to entertain or because of you , you just worthless to me

2010-10-29T12:38:00.000+08:00

I feel like changing URL . :/ Thinking . Gonna changed soon and going holidays during november . See water and sky , HAHA ! I really wish i could get that promoter job ;/ Seriously its like really fun :> But quite low pay maybe gonna DEMAND more. :> bubble tea? or office ? or maybe doing waitress at somewhere? I'm not sure there plenty for me . People don't ask me to hire you at bubble tea or what cause i'm not the boss , thank you very much . ( Too sacracstic ) But is the truth , i helping my parent to earn money not DROPPING money . -.- This morning could not sleep because Ytd's afternoon had a good nap straight and had a good chat with father .

And i told my father and my morther that i got TOP 10 in class , i asked them for reward for top 9 . HAHA !
Cheat organization , But they really agreed to reward me how good is them? Should i buy camera? laptop? or what? Anything , Suggest please . :/ My tagboard machiam So dead -.- ...

I'm not a perfect person

2010-10-28T19:17:00.002+08:00

Todays got my result , i'm so happy about it seriously :) look my result :/ I gotten 3 U and was nearly nearly pass :/ And did not went school 11 days :) The last not least , i was better then my brother :) I choose Geo , food and nutrition and physis/chemistry .I hoped i can manage , no more slacking and 2 pearl gonna disband i think :) No more nosiy class , i hope . I almost almost wanted to cry :') Today , went assembly , they change monday . WTF?!? to 7.25 -.- FUCK Larh , i gonna late -.- So early -.- Talk so much in the assembly , alot NONSENSE things. -.- Thats all :> Next week gonna have sakae with the counsellor eat for 3 hours -.- HAHAHA ! Eat until siao but better then nothing . No more chidish act i think but i still pon school :)

NO MORE SCHOOL ! Welcome jobs and HOLI !
Aizhen gonna SOT!!!

Down to love

2010-10-27T17:36:00.001+08:00

Today overslept and did not went to school :> Waiting time to pass , went cdans with my dearest girl to changed her clothes .
GOMBAK > PANJANG > TOWN AREA > PANJANG > HOMED.
Now totally pissed off by my mouse -.- Okays , take bus to panjang , go a bustop don't have 960 and we are happily chatting for about 15 min like that then see the board don't have 960 . Went to another bustop heng got 960 and heng bus come when reach there . Then the bus auntie say $1.80 FUCK? SO EXPENSIVE MEH?
Take a bus to near town area so exp -.- Okays ,dearest girl ask to go tell auntie . I said auntie , student how much? She said 75 cents , i say she gave 1 dollar leh ? Student -.- TOTALLY RETARD SERIOUSLY . Okays nevermind . Went to there , ate lunch , buy sweet and drink . No money liao , sad life . Went to interview at 3 , then that person sent me a msg and GOT ALOT HUNK AND CUTE GUYS SERIOUSLY. We went to interview the opps , so DAO SIOL kept see see -.- Okays , fill up the form and the person ask both of us to come back 330 . We came back 330 , the person interview we two.
The person say i say so soft , BECAUSE, I SHY AND SEE YOU FIRST LIKE STRANGER MARH . -.- Okays talk talk , talk until like he want to employ us . And tell us friday or next week will know -.- LOL ! Also , he said if we do part time at their shop from 12 pm to 8 pm . And the jobs we were interview was 40 dollar + commisson + lunch and dinner . WAS NOT ENOUGH , and 4 dollar per hour -.-
And i was stunned that person sudden ask me math qns -.-
He said : what is 35 X 2 ?
I was STUNNED , then say ahhhhhhh ... Then he ask me 25 X 2 and i said ' 50 ' . LOL ! I was slow okays -.- Then got another round of interview so troublesome -.-
Bused to home , there a uncle sibei fuck -.-
I sitting behind there got 5 seats , beside me got two girl and i sit two space ( HOW FAT I'M ) :> And a guy. Then got a uncle squeeze in -.- FUCKER , then i seat middle , then somemore smelly no offence -.-

P//s , do you want to know what job i'm applying? :>
Should i said?? HMMMM ...

It so hard to tell my mind to stop loving because my heart still love yous

2010-10-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

Today battlefields sucks . -.- SO HOT UNDER THE SUN AND ITS WALK ONE WHOLE ROUND AND TIRED . SUCKS TTC , and btw TOMORROW IS INTERVIEW. Tsk , i hope is alright . NO SINGLISH , hahahas . Kayz , parent gonna bring us to sit star cruise during holidays :> Happy alright , wanted to go korea but i don't want lurh kinda ... YAY . Bye thats all . hope me good luck for my interview and wish my parent if i got that job must after the job :/

When something lost before your eyes , you started to cherish

2010-10-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

Wednesday gonna interview with someone to apply this job ( i won't tell the job until i and someone get that job) TOMORROW TOMORROW !! :( I DAMN SUPERZXC SUPERBBB WORRIED I will retain :( Alot people say i won't retain , i so scared . PLEASE I PRAY ANY GOD , LET ME PROMOTE FOR GOODNESS SAKE :( PLEASE PWEASE I SWEAR I WILL STUDY NEXT YEAR AND MORE HARDER AND EVER I COULD BE :(
& I HOPE I COULD Get this job for my holidays job :)
I DAMN SUPERB SUPERB SCARED NOWZXC ! I should study hard , end of year i never ever study so hard before . Last time , i even don't care about art but now i stay awake over-night for it :( & stress :( Sigh , i know when started to study its too late and said over it now . SIGH ! HAIS !
Tomorrow gonna meet my dearest in the early morning :> I LOVE YOU BABY , I hope next year could see you . Seriously , i wished that would happen . If happen , i immediately CRY INFRONT
I was rotting at home whole day and tomorrow sigh :(

Don't stop when how much you love

2010-10-24T20:00:00.001+08:00

Today went expo with my brother and the best thing is TOMORROW no school :> And the worst things is result :( I HAVE A HIGH CHANCES .
Today was sooooooooo FUNN TTC :> Went Expo buy things and pei my brother to go cause a'his friends' decided not to go anymore and i be a good sister peii him go see :> DAMN CHEAP , alotNice DSLR was like 999 like that only ! TSK!! I told my father that if i got 1st in class ( that was impossible ) I get DSLR , laptop , money :> My father good right ? And holidays , i gonna work for my father BUBBLE TEA SHOP ! Do help and support me buy BUBBLE TEA Alright :> Looking for jobs :>

Okays , back to my stories . Today went expo , brought things train back . Taking Expo > tanah merah > pasir ris . When train back , there a couple coming in , a malaysian accent . They two was arguing and was infront was me and brother SOMEMORE , WAS arguing more louder in mrt . I was SHOCKED , That my brother suddenly said :'' Excuse me , Can speak softer ' Then i turn my head and blast my song ! Sibei xiasuay then my brother told me the male diao me . After my brother told them , the mrt the passengers STARE and my brother and SHOCKED . Then , the woman said See , blahblahblah . HAHAHA !! Then i changed like don't know my brother . HAHAH!! FUNNY leh.

Stereo Love

2010-10-22T20:13:00.001+08:00

Science fail by 6 mark -.- FUCKED UP -.- All my exams is was nearly nearly pass -.-
I was like study when exams coming , my dreams has came true ( I will retain ) ;/ I dreamt few months ago , foretell should i will retain !! :/ High chances :<

This guy up there he vvvvv positive ! Laughs , i hope he not gonna retain and that girl too :) He don't care if he retain but pass two subject . Needed 5 subject -.- to promote sec 3 -.- FUCKED IT , it was four sub don't know who set until 5 . His or her parent never fly before and go kana train bang or whatever -.-

Thanks people , say i won't retain But I HAD A HIGH HIGH CHANCES :(

Sigh , NOBODY STALK ME LIAO :( It was so sad ! ~~~ HAHAHA

P//s , he cute right up there :>

Runaway from truth and hide in the lies

2010-10-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

I'm EXHAUSTED :( ZZZZ , sleepy :O Later upload pictuure . Today got my results ,
Geo - Pass ( HAPPY! STUDYING VVVV HARD )
Math - Fail 41/100 ( 9 MARKS ONLY And my teacher said i improved thanks to someone )
Chinese - PASS ( I think )
History - FAIL ( Yarh , i think i got 35 or 40 plus )
Tomorrow got other papers , i scare english english ! FUCK IT.
After school , went home find my ez-link -.- Then went to Lot to wait chew and co .
Waited and went to take 302 bus to limbang . Today celebrate heng birthday . ADVANCED BIRTHDAY .
Thanks goodness i bring lighter BECAUSE 'smoke' if not how they light the cake :P
Waited vivian , to give her surprise but in the end . BEEN EXPOSED ! -.- Then went BIRTHDAY BASHH ~
Bash vivian , VIVIAN HORH !! FUNNY jiu shi .
Jerome , vivian ,chew and other been BASH :> HAHAHAS , FUN :D We all smeellly , went vivian house .
Change clothes .

KINDA NOOB

To VIVIAN :
My dearest , i'm sorry i'm not around with you when you sad . & YOU SHOULD KNOW i'm there for you anytime ,anywhere whenever you needed me :)
Hearing your sad and happiness :> But i'm the last know that you and someone , i glad you okay now :) Hope you alrights , okays? Sometime i can't be there , you call me anytime and i'll like a GHOST Stick on you :>Happy birthday Girl ! Hope you really enjoy the BIRTHDAY BASHES and today . I brought your present :) We know this year when we went to bugis , i started don't know you . YOU LOOKED KINDA WEIRD WEIRD TO ME STARTING AND ANTI-SOCIAL :( but after the trip we getting closer :)
We took lots of photo and have fun together WITH MY MENTALLY-RETARTED ME.
I love the way you smile by making me a fool . But its alright , making me a fool and a return is a smile . :)
I felt happy :) Don't be CHOR LOR Like a boy , be like a girl gently :) .
Lastly , i love you , And my last wishes to you !
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY VIVIAN HENG MEI XUAN!
Hope your wishes came true and be happy alright . You dont have him but still have me BE YOUR JOKER ALWAYS . :) Smile always darling .
Loves ,
AiZhen

No more no more

2010-10-19T23:35:00.001+08:00

Today went out with honghao , sky and one more . Forget his name -.-
Went to watch 'The child eye's' FREAKING SCARY -.- LOLS.
Went sky house waiting for him to bathe -.- and webcam with honghao . Webcam , went to buy ice blast then went to meet Honghao and slack . Walked to lot , walk to lot went buy tickets . And honghao friend came , watch 5.20 . VVVVV FUNNY IN THE MOVIE SERIOUSLY , XIASUAY SIOL . That greenridge sibei _|_ people scare is throw popcorn not SCREAM MACHIAM -.- A VVV LOUD SOUND EFFECT -.-
I watched one part , i was stunned on the scree , and when HH past me the popcorn , then i saw that ghost pop out . I WAS THROW THE WHOLE POPCCORN Until left abit -.- LOLS! Seriously damn -.-
HH say : Where the another half popcorn? We pay 6 dollar the popcorn the left 3 dollar popcorn ! LOLS!
People SCARY CAT MARHH ! MUST POST BIG BIG ! Epic and joke of the day -.- Then the sky want to go toilet then i peii him ( not i go in also ) Then another couple came in , the girl came talk to me. LOLS!!
AND after the show the greenridge sibei CHEEBYE , -.- Went slack near limbang then went back :) I KEPT LAUGHING about the throwing popcorn . HAHAHAS.
After the movie , i saw that the popcorn WAS QUITE ALOT!! :P Then i saw alot popcorn on cinema floor.

Until to very end of my heart

2010-10-18T06:12:00.000+08:00

My fingernail long :)

Sorry for leg being there :P

I REAALLY TOO BORED AND CAN'T SLEEP :( Thanks to coffee and coke i drank afternoon :(
CONTAIN CAFFEIN . Hope a coffee could hang me on until exam over :)

I look into your eyes

2010-10-16T15:44:00.000+08:00

WEATHER FREAKING HOT HOT HOT HOT !!!!~
I hate this guy seriously , with HIS SPECIAL TEETH ! HAHAHAHAHA ~ Heng and chew , you should know who is it. After heard from chew , she told me that 'special teeth' stare at her and stalk her at arcade ( boy , no i mean gay , if you saw this , fuck off my friends . NO Thanks , my friends and me finds you damn digusted. LAUGHS.) . Seriously , DIGUSTED DIGUSTED DIGUSTED . No friends finds friends , facebook alot of friends . Add all my friends , seriously no BRAINS . And somemore like gays -.- I HATE GAYS SERIOUSLY , why you become boy ? -.- I can find why i vvvvvvvvvvv PAJIAO LIAO!
LAUGHs , LOLS.
Okays , AIZHEN HANG IN , last paper last paper.
The most important things is i don't have drawing block !! :< WTH , how i suppose to draw?? :/

Fireworks

2010-10-14T22:00:00.002+08:00

Studying maths ! FAIL LIAO LARHH ! RETAINS LIAO :(
I'm really scare retains seriously :( Sigh , no matters.
Prepared for the worst ! Heehehes :)
AIZHEN HANG ON ! Using LAST BREATH , to end this exams!
After Mondays IS FREEDOM ! RETAINS x.x
AI ZHEN JIAYOUS ! :)
EXTREMELY DIET AFTER EXAMS ! Gonna run run or exercise.
Thanks to parent and SPECIALLY ANGEL . -.-
KEEP BUY FOOD AND TEMPT ME TO EAT ! fatt liao -.-
And i haven even prepare for art ! SERIOUSLY !
I wanna take a break !
Now everyone exams is over ! :(
CHEW AND HENG AND EVERYONE ELSE THATD WANNA MEET ME OUT DURING HOLIDAYS ! GET READY , AIZHEN GOONNA PLAY UNTIL SIAO ! And better book me seriously or i wob't be entertains yous ! ;);(

Cheebye bitch , familys are just dogs

2010-10-11T22:00:00.001+08:00

Damn pissed off . Fucked cb mother bitch. -.- just now i was talking on the phone and i locked the door . My brother came home and brought me bubble as i asked to .
She fucking biased alright , chibye bitch . I was open the door where my brother and knocking . I opened and i say chicken -.- then she scold me?! Bitch -.- then i scold her back. I only say chicken horh not chibye -.- then i went other place talk . Talked finish my brother came in kitchen,
Then she came in the kitchen and said , don't so kpo buy things for others. Then i say don't kaopei so much larhh horhh! -.- SIBEI PISSED . then i say 'please larhh horh , i say chicken not cheebye! Dog! ' she told my brother ' don't buy so kpo for wat ? You don't how last time she scold you '. Yea , i scold my brother say spmething until cheebye . And then somemore because my brother wprked and gave my brother quite lots of
Money .
This kind of people is money face -.- CB BITCH -.- NO WONDER SO SHORT. Come larh , sent me in -.- see you how sent first . If you sent me , i will dragged my brother down also .
Fucking pissed off ! TSK TSK TSK !!!!!!!!!!!!
People . SORRY , for the spelling error , bear with it alrights! TAGS please , please:(

After a each fall , stand up and walk

2010-10-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

Today was really a enjoyable day for me :> Thanks dazhu !! :> For teaching me maths at bugis library , left homed around 4 plus then train to jurong station and train back to gombak and train to bugis -.- Sibei boliao isn't it? Went to bugis , meet Dazhu then walk to library . I didn't know there has a library , i did not see it and its has thirdteen floors . HIGH MANZ !! And it was packed with people too . We went up and down to find a seat , could not find any seats then we sit on the floor then few minutes later the security gans us -.- CB siol .
Went garden and study damn hot okays !! Then dazhu teach me maths :) asked some questions . Found a seat inside , then it was so cooling. He very bad , maths was so hard !! The algebra X.X Stresss manz . He teach me alot and absorb alot !! :> Very happy
THANKS THANKS :) Da zhu .
And went to eat macs together , vvvvvvv funny ! Then walk walk until mrt, he was really good and kinda cute and keep saying thats food vvv fats. FUNNY HIM !! :D:D:D:D
Then he see me aboard the train then he aboard his train , nice of him :> Went home around 10 plus .
And my father damn bastard , i go out and study also not play -.-
THANK YOU SO MUCHIE :D

Don't cry over a spilled milk

2010-10-08T14:10:00.002+08:00

I had fail my paper two and thats make me = failures :'(
I cried in class after getting my paper two !
Because i slept in class during this year , ponn school and alot alot . This is the result i get for not studying.
Don't study like my father said :) I really don't want to follow my brother footstep retain in sec two .
Thats sucha a disgrace and thanks people in class ,cheering me up in class . Paper two fail = all fail .
Try my best to study other subjects
Thanks to my maid for helping me ... :) so i can ... and distress about it :( Thanks !! ;) try my best for other subjects. :)
Com spoils and off to study :)

Edited .
I doing my maths now , and alot alot question i don't how to do seriously. -.- how?? I really need someone to teach me math , i should stay back at school and find Msloo to ask her teach me math :( but ...
I was so sad about my english and i went homed .
Sigh , i'm so stressed about the math qns and craving for foods :(
Off to distress using puff and continue my Geo :(

Battle fields

2010-10-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow i gonna ask teacher tons of questions Before exams starts on monday! :( Sorry for not updating my blog as due to exams . AHHHHH CHOOO!!! :( Slightly has a small little flu :( Don't who thats person pass to me and makes my life so miserable to have this little flu :( OMG!
More motivation because if i fail my english other subjects helped me pass .
AFTER EXAMS AFTER EXAMS ! ENDURANCE . :(
Now my heads hurt likes bang on the wall many many times -.-
AND MOST IMPORTANT THINGS !
I lost my ez-link card how great's AM I could be? -.-
If anyone saw mine ez-link card please return , thanks yous ! :)

P.S. I hates the new version of uploader of pictures :( I could nott upload , wanted to upload for chew and hengs . I could not ! and that how fates is :(((((((((((((((((((

我喜歡住在心裡的安全

2010-10-04T19:37:00.000+08:00

Todays paper , i scared i failed :( Sigh , my english CUI TTM , can't even speak proper english !
How even i promote to sec3 seriously ?? :< I need more motivation !!! :(
Tomorrow history paper can totally flunked into the toilet bowl !!!! :<<<<
MOTIVATION!!! STUDY !! Sigh , hope i get to sec three :/ If can't promote don't study ! More good isn't it? Father . :)
Chew and heng , After exam we gonna go out ! Only three , not four !! :)

If you ever loved somebody , put your hands up

2010-10-02T09:12:00.002+08:00

EARLY IN THE MORNING 9 o'clock -.- Wanted to bring my dear 'ahma' go see doctor but in the end didn't went . but its okays :) Seriously , i don't know why i not feeling well :( My stomach not feeling too good , as it kept pain :/ Slight of headache :<
CHEW ARHH AND HENG ARHH , i miss yous :( Go out with me alright?? :(
I FEEL LIKE ROTTING AT HOME by doing nothing.
GOOD LUCK Peoples !
Pass with many flyings colour !
P.s Any kind souls know how to jailbreak itouch ? :'<

One , two , three , four , five

2010-10-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

I not so feeling well!!! :( tmr i update my blog with a proper post.
:(((( BUCK UP MY STUDYY!!! :((( SIGH

I wished you the one for me

2010-09-27T16:36:00.001+08:00

Okays , today gonna do a proper post :) Jiayu chalet was FUN TTM , the WILD WILD WET!!
SO FUNNY AND NICEEEE :D
Pictures!!!

Jiayu chalet

I brought chew one and we three have a same shoes! :)

Twins:D

I brought for her :)

JIAOFACE -.-

Happy advanced girl!! Hope you love my gift to yoou :)

I be there for you :)

There a girl in the chalet damn xmm siol -.- Few of us TOTALLY DISLIKE HER ALOT.

She kept complain, damn irritating and she was like AA (attracting attention ) -.-

When she no friends , she came find someone

when she has new friends , treat someone like -.-

Love is a beautiful dream

2010-09-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

I TOTALLY EXHAUSTED AND UPDATE MY THIS BLOGGIE thats nobody read and tagg -.-
After a 3 days 2 night of chalet , it was quite okays. Pretty fun manz :) did not sleep and it was few hours and minutes. Tmr i writing a good post alright??? :)

P.s Dear readers if you don't tag maybe goona close down due to EXAMS and closing as i was so lazy :/

If you love me then prove it

2010-09-23T20:09:00.001+08:00

Today went have a walk AROUND GOMBAK -.- Just to looked for a machine .
My legs really aching seriously and its raining. -.-
Today went school without angel , i'm really lonely , Sleep and study.
So guai isn't it?? When math lesson , I kept studying and chiong my math.
And my father -.- I gave him my report slip and you know what he said. -.- DAMN PISSED

Father: (looked) Why failed? ( -.-) Don't study better -.-retain i won't let you study
I: Dun study larhhh .
FUCKTARD ISN'T IT? I gonna study and make it to top first to prove you( LIKE AS IF)
But all pass isn't it? -.- Because that test i never study only -.-

This few days kept study and study for the upcoming exams :)
Tomorrow going chew birthday , i think i could :( SIGH.
Brought her present!!! GONNA TAKE ALOT OF PHOTO. :)
Off to charge my camera and pack my bag .
And to clare :)

Damn touched after i read it , i almost cried. Yesterday got detention but thanks god got YMCA, thanks to that chinese teacher -.- Talking also huantio her.
Went pioneer jc , got closing ceremony. Each person got speech , when it was my turn .
Damn blur okay , somemore form teacher was there too and everyone was looking at me. -.-
I was freaking nervous and laughing -.- Then my so called mentor clare , she talk halfway and cried.
I shocked tio dhen tell her don't cry and laughing then everyone laugh -.- LOLS.
She wanted to told her story but too emotional ( she said) :)
Thanks alot girl :) And the you can do it. I LIKE IT MANZ!!! :)

Put back everything before because i'm tired

2010-09-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

Isn't this sweet . :) I be there always for you no matter what , rains or shine :)
I don't want anymore , seriously . Maybe not gonna update few days as i so lazy to update okays.
By the ways , i'm tired even though i'm tired maybe i can't get rid off anymore :(
I regret what i have done seriously :(

OVER PICTURE

I look abit , you understand i guess. Abit kinda , forget it.

I look kinda , ERM

Shape of my heart

2010-09-19T09:31:00.001+08:00

Currently at Chew house with vivian,duxin and me. :)
Okays , parents , two younger sibling and the maid went malaysia , and my grandma not at home -.-
I'm gonna do properly post before writing it
I'm so sorry chew and vivian , You understand what i mean right? :) I Love you all :) Gonna write some roughly about past few days.

Friday
Drunk and brought back home by boyf . Vomited and lost some weight! (YEAH)
Saturday
Went chew house early morning went chew house then vivian came , headed goodview then westmall , find boyf. Duxin and jasmine came. Then went gombak there see lantern festival and went slack . Brought wrong and the puff was digusted somehow , went chew house.

In the long run, we may not win but we will be happy along the way .

2010-09-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

Happy 6th birthday sister :)

Maby eu very guailan to miie and oso i kinda 'abuse' eu Sometimes eu are good :)

I had seen you grown up , it has been 6 years and its a blink .

Sometimes you were nuts and 'baotou' kia .

I LOVE YOU SISTERS :)

Today just went to find boyf and slack . :)))) And cooked the chicken pie and gave it to my boyf :>

ITS NICE :) btw , today damn pissed off and slept almost all lesson as it was so bored and tired.

Today history lesson , _|_

Before the teacher came , i was asleep and angel was reading book . When that history teacher came and teach the lesson , she woke miie up and asked angel to stop . -.-

I write abit dhen went back to sleep and angel read again , teacher came again and pat my head asked miie to wake up . I woke up and do her worksheet and asked angel to keep it.

3 time , i never sleep , she scold angel and someone and took the books.

Angel kinda mad or pissed off looked away the teacher and

Teacher say : 'why don't dare to look to my eyes'

Angel told miie :' see your face want to vomit' Then i laugh :)

Then she saw miie and said ' aizhen , why eu laughing?'

I said ' I laugh cannot meh? ' 'WALAOWEI' then angel laugh.

Teacher ' eu both after class came look me dhen go dm ' .

SERIOUSLY , damn funny :) The teacher did not bring us because DM came our class.

Dhen she told the DM about we two dhen she return one book only . -.-

Our whole class stayback and got a class diary -.- SERIOUSLY _|_

What i have done

2010-09-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorrie :(((((((((((((((((( SO SORRIE ;'( I should not have :(((
Really, hais. :/

HH AND MRCOLOURFUL .
I'm so sorrie i was were not slack with eu both. I'm SO SORRIE. :(
I told eu that i will be slacking with eu two today . :(((
REALLY SORRIE , EU BOTH.

Yesterday damn pissed off with father , after slacking with boyf ♥ .
Went home , going to take a bathe and parent back . After i bathe finished.
Suddenly my father came and scold miie -.- _|_ I talkback to him -.-
Father if ur work got watever shit problem dun come and scold us .
I did not do anything and eu scold miie -.- Seriously , i'm not a venting machine that eu can. -.-
Scold miie for wat?? -.- Everytime like that de , sent miie in larh -.-
I'M WAITING FOR EU TO SENT MIIE IN TO GIRLS TOWN :)

Once upon a time and dhere no happy ending

2010-09-13T00:42:00.003+08:00

I serious tired :((((((( i wanna sleep .
Next tyme i take photo must have a copyright thingy.

Father , seriously .
If eu think i gave eu troubles because i only tonn at my fren house and somemore i tell mother okie -.-
If i'm giving eu trouble , why not send miie go in straight ahead. Not need only say must have action.
Seriously , can dun cb dog larh horh. -.-
I told mother right , i staying . This time i got say better then never say .

To peoples .
I not saying or offence. I know eu all care for miie and sorrie guailan
Eu all dun understand how smoker are :/
I smoke , eu can't do anything.
Even though is illegal or watever, that how smoker need to survive with it. Because how way of life and its really annoy miie that people ask miie smoke less or dun smoke.
Its really hard and its not easy. :/
It gave a nice feeling of it , its bad . Yarh its bad.
That cig gave us beter. And i smoke eu oso LANLAN.
I happy and its my own problem :)

Hopeless wish

2010-09-12T18:20:00.003+08:00

esterday sibei FUNNY OKIE!! Went westmall , watched 'The hole' actually wanted watch 'love cuts'
DAMN SHIOK !!! Like ghost movie :D . Chew and vivian was scare ! HAHAHAHAS.
I told them ' Hold my hand :) ' I'm BRAVE ISN'T IT?!! and chew was cute siol .
She was scare and use my jacket (dun noe how to spell) And told us want to go out.
Inside the people so less , and we inside sibei loud siol!! LAUGHS.
It was scary SERIOUSLY go watch , 4.8/5 . :)))))
NICE TO THE MAXIMUM MAX :) watch the trailer :)))
And we went goodview help chew mother and went tonn chew house . See alot 'CHIOBU' .
And today went to eat mac dhen went slack until vivian came and the played my hair :(
HAD ALOT FUN!! AND SCHOOL IS COMING. I dun feel like going school :<
AND MY DOG BROTHER AND FATHER DUN NOE WAT HAPPENED.
My brother called miie say that my father want sent miie girls town . -.-
Seriously if i going girls town , so be it. But i can't idiot -.-

& the trailer a bit blur . Watch real , eu gonna be real SHIOK!!! :D

If there stars tonight

2010-09-10T03:52:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Galz! AKU TAK CINTA KAU! (Hopes it correct )

15 years old already , Meet up soon BABY!!!! :))))))))))

DO WELL IN UR EXAMS HORHHH!!! Dun retains :)

Happy birthday Lee kah yin :D Its really nice to know eu.

Your wish come true and FIND A GOOD BOYF :>

LOTS OF Loves , AiZhen's

Today totally shag , woke up around 7++ and Off to work with brother and mother
End worked around 5 plus then cabbed down home to have dinner with family :>
Dhen Boyf came looked for miie :>
Slack with him and wanted to buy cig , the shop was closed -.-
dhen Boyf bring miie home and homed at 10 plus .
This few days of work it was totally slack okie!
And is 4:12 am , i slept for three hours :/ Later should i watch movie with boyf or ...???

Love has never endings and fate brought us

2010-09-07T02:39:00.007+08:00

040910 1130PM <3
Just now talk to him , Laughs. Talk aloott , isn't it?
STALKERRRR. :)
I love eu this nerdd :P
:)))))))
LOVE EU SO MUCH :)

I FEEL LIKE SMOKINGG NOAZ!! :(((((
And i'm sorrie guys and babe.
I can't seem to stop smoking :/
haissss , i really need a sleep my eye gonna are soo!!

Edited @ 1:18
Currently at jurong library with vivian and chew and MIIE :D
Later gonna meet mr colourful and hh to watch movie at AMK HUB. FARRRRR :((((((
ALOT PEOPLE STALKER !! Leave a tag thanks eu :)
Today never workkk :))) THANKS MOTHER ! ILOVEYOUS. :)
The ends stalker!!!

Edited @ 1050

@ spammer.
I got bo ? I act my family problem liao larhh . Humji is it ? Dun write name?
I got lung cancer my family problem small kid. He told eu? Please larh horhx. -.-
He told eu thats ur problem , wu huantio eu bo? Dhen tell miie for?? -.-
I blowjob?!!!!!! -.- _|_ Please la horh , WTF , got video down i blow anot? -.-
Dun say if you have evidence -.- Say only , i can say i kill eu -.-
Eu give miie free i oso dun wan -.- Talk crap ...
Ji ku , just write ur name :))))))) Thanks :D

Today slack with HH and MR COLOURFUL .
Need to pyscho that mr colourful tonn , but haiiss .
Took alot of photos with them , smoke :)
The movie make my head spin and quite scary , i use mr colourful the jacket :)
Thanks alot , i screamm during watching haunted changi . No courage .
I kept laughing the show was -.- , OMG .
Quite sucks and okiee :)

I'm so happy i could die

2010-09-06T18:58:00.001+08:00

I brought my BLACK MENTHOL. FUCKING FUNNY YESTERDAY when i buy.
I buy nearby chew house , then i told the uncle i want black menthol.
Me : Uncle i wan black menthol
Uncle : (stare at me) How old are eu ? ( walking in the shop)
Miie : 18( i stare at auntie) Auntie , i wan black menthol .
Auntie : Where your i/c?
Miie : Ouh , I forgot to bring . ( bring up my hand ) AUNTIE I SUMPA I 18! (shake my head and talk like a indian)
Auntie : (give miie the cig and take the money ) Eu sure arhx? Next time remember your i/c!
Then i go .

LAUGH TTM !!! HAHAHAHAS , the auntie is stupid . :D
Went to find chew , dhen vivian came , went westmall instead of queensway :(
SADDED TO TTM , okie!!! :(
Then vivian go buy contact lenses. :)
Dhen they peii miie go outside puff . i at there puff , haolian them i can smoke :>
dhen chew house the nearby and slack :))))))))))))) and homed.

Today , my mother woke miie at 9 SHARP . i was half awake -.-
Dhen went cck , Wait my mother to post letter , freaking longgggg okie -.-
Dhen she brought waffle for miie , SO GOOD RIGHT .
Even thought she my step and last time treat miie very bad but now I LOVEEEE HER VVVV MUCH.
Wait her so long , zao jiu dao bring my BLACK MENTHOL AND SMOKE.
I DC MY PARENT KNOW ANOT :)
Dhen went kranji , she go long cut instead of short cut make miie CHUAN vvv hard .
I was working and was half awake, chew called miie talk aboout the movie . LAUGHSSS .
DO alot work okie , -.- damn tired . Typing , filing , copy thing , writhings and etc.
YAWNNSS . Tmr should i go ??? :(((((((((((((((((((

HAPPY GAL'Z IN HAPPY WORLD

2010-09-05T12:54:00.000+08:00

HIE , WHAZZUP !
BYE. SOT MIIE -.-
Tonight gonna post.
BLACK MENTHOLLLLLLLLLL :D

One day i woke up, i change

2010-09-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Okiee , parent gave miie 50 BUCKSSSS. :D But left 44 dollar -.- WTFFFFFF .
Today doing a proper post :D for today and yesterday:D
I gonna buy cig tmr , I MISSSSS IT VVVVVV MUCHIIIIIEEEE

Yesterday
Went tonned jiayu house quite okie , her sister was teaching miie math :D I finally understand is so easy -.- A t night , i and her went down to see the EXPLODE thingy. DAMN NICE AND FUCKING SMELLY. Dhen there ambulance , fire fighter , police and MEDIACORP. We went to the and see then i and chew stand there dhen a guy came over and tapp my shoulder.
Guy: (tapping my shoulder and speaking chinese) Excuse miie miss , my friend over there wants ur number.
Miie: (stunned) Eh , Nevermind nevermind.
FUNKING FUNNY , i dun noe wat to say jiu say nevermind -.- Chew say HE VERY HANDSOME and got angong and v fit. -.- dhen he followed us outside and smoke
Dhen went back to chew house :D And sleepp over.
And I'm SORRRIEEE budddy and Mrcolourful , my this week scheledule kinda busyyy :( I'm trying find a time.

Today
Woke up around 10 , went westmall dhen went to my house .Dhen went jurong and study :D
Librarian VVVV CCB ,forget it dhen went lot one find vivian . DAMN FUN , kinda pinch by chew and took neo prints :D Stupid machine _|_ , laughs , HHAHAHAS. Today lots of fun with vivian and chew. Maby tmr going queentown or go ???
HMMMMM~~~~

Just for once i could

2010-09-02T18:24:00.001+08:00

Today went YMCA dhen went hougang primary school to play high elements.
Started is okie , dhen went rock climbing , MIIE FUCKING SCARE :(
Dhen i fall off when i climbing dhen hit on the WALL . FCUKER!!!!!!!! -.-
My back sibei PAINFUL ,bua dao the wall . KNN lehx. :(
I did not play apsailng something , dhen play the next station need to be first -.-
Because i been dieting , did not eat dinner and breakfast :( Hungrie and been satnding and siting under the sun.
The primary student sibei GUAILAN , some are good . I xiasuey myself dun noe how to put the hang thingy.
Dhen do all othe elements SIBEI fun :D But tired at the end .
Went back to YMCA center , plann for tmr event . Carnival for YMCA childcare the toddlers. :D
FUCK OKIE tmr , maby do alone . Stupid other two -.- Nevermind , I take photo :D
Annndd LAST DAY OF SCHOOL LIAO :D:D
Annnddd the laat day for YMCA :'(
Seriously i gonna miss it and tomorrow make sure i take alot of photos!!!!!

SERIOUSLY EU MORE DIGUSTED DHEN MIIE

2010-09-01T17:16:00.000+08:00

Friday sungei buloh with YMCA peoples :)

With jiayu and co.

See urself before saying others

2010-09-01T15:57:00.000+08:00

Damn ***** from yesterday to now. FUCKING OKIE. Dun say yesterday liao. :)

Did i ever add ur friends? Check before saying can? Is ur own friends add miie okie -.-
And somemore stop adding my friends? Cause i not like eu 'FINDING FRIENDS' . -.-
And I not need to 'find friends' cause i had some friends are already good.

Went swimming at jurong area with vivian , jiayu and MIIE, SIBEI FUN OKIEEE!!!! :D
Dhen went guilin view play pool. They thought i got play pool but actually i did not how to play or even touch for few years. I not pro but NOOB. QUITE FUN playing with them :D , no attitudes or wat complains. :) SHIOK sia :D:DWent home and I HUNGRIIE . :( But i need to diet!!! :)

Past is coming back like a nightmare

2010-08-31T01:31:00.000+08:00

YMCA gonna end soon :( I REALLY GONNA MISS IT. REALLY :'(
PLEASE. DON END :( Seriously it fun to THE AWESOME FUN :)
Helping that JUSTIN DOING HIS BLOGG.

I DUN FEEL LIKE GOING SCHOOL :( HOWWWWWW.
Could not sleep as parent NAGGING. :)
HAISSS. tired :(

Thats ur problem

2010-08-30T19:37:00.003+08:00

To dumbdumb :
I know who eu are :( I just dun wan to go back to the past anymore as dumbass even though i still -.-
Eu hurt miie the most. :( Eu ask miie to be friend and its okie :) We are now friends :) Sorry :)

FUCK FUCK!!!! -.- Thats all :(
Tomorrow teacher's day Going back with kelly to settle dun noe wat taiji :)
MIIE Guai kia , no find people taiji :) See free show only :D
Hais , THAT ALL . FATS :(:(

EDITED @ 11:47
Thanks to the potato or french fries make miie -.-
Scare miie that 'ahwei or dewei'.

Wat happen to eu seriously!!!! :/
Dun go and ... For miie to know. :)
Anything just talk to miie , i 24/7 . -.- LOLS.

And to kai
Eu GOOD! :) hmph :P
Actually is my fault not reply eu everytime. :)
Forget it. Zhu :P

All over again and again

2010-08-29T11:35:00.003+08:00

I'm GONNA NUTS :(:( .
NO INTERNET OR ANYTHING -.- _|_ SERIOUSLY. Forget it :(
And there a guy sibei irritating -.- at msn . He kept msn msn msn miie ask miie wat i doing. SIBEI _I_
SIAO DEEEE LORHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Tomorrow got YMCA damn happy. YAY :D
Got to plan a event for childcare the children sibei guailan and some are CUTEE!!
The children laugh at us dhen i say : LAUGH WAT LAUGH? Very funny is it?

Nothing to post :/ DAMN BOREDDDD
And should i pierce eyebrown?? :/ or pierce ear bone or 2ndlobe? I want to pierce again. seriously damn fun :D

Edited@ 9:25pm
My ear got a bit blood came out!!!!! :(
Miie scare infection :( omg!
Went slacked with jiayu, jieying and kelly.
I GONNA DIET!! I went nuts from sixteen floor to first floor going up and downs. Because i put in 3kg :(:(
Wat the fuck!!!! Damn angrie?!!!
We play truth and dare and took some picture :)
Dhen play basketball then went slack and home.
I'M Malay but a racist malay . LOLS , joke sias.

I wonder why?

2010-08-28T19:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday tonned @ PIKACHEW house wif kelly. Kelly and Pikachew kinda pissed off . HAIS.
After that went lot one, I FUCKING NO MONEY SIA. POOR THING , dhen MRCOLOURFUL and My buddy. Came look for us , damn went smoke . :) THANKS BUDDY , MR CHUAHONGHAO.
Thanks everytime i slack eu and MRCOLOURFUL , eu always peii miie go bustop wait for the bus . And thanks spon things . :) Seriously , eu really a VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV best of the best friends to miie :) Thanks eu , when i have money , I SPON EU TWO PACK WAN?? FOC. :D HAHAHAHAS.
Fuck THAT MRCOLOURFUL !!!! When i wan to go home , hh go take my phone and pass to Mrcolourful.
Dhen he put my phone on his _|_ . WTF!!!!!!!! I felt damn digusted , cb!!!!!!
And mrcolourful , dun sad , if eu love her vvvvvv much , explain to her or jio back her.
and eu vvvvv OMG , go pierce ear to show vivain NOT PAIN. HAOLIAN SIOLLLL!!!!

FUCK MY FATHER SERIOUSLY , DAMN DOG. GO AND DIE. -.-
Go lock the door , dun let us play com -.- SIBEI CHIBYE .

P.S I'm Sorrie guys. :( I smoke :/ I cannot tahan anymore .
P..S Today never jog :( HAIS. I neeed to wait two weeks later to wait HH and peii miie jog.
I NEED TO SLIM SERIOUSLY , I freaking fat liao -.- Maby i dun eat for one day? :/

I had changed

2010-08-26T14:57:00.004+08:00

YMCA SERIOUSLY CHANGED MIIE QUITE ALOT. :)
I quite happy :)
TOMORROW GOING sungei buloh , gonna take photos :):)

Okie next to this gal, angelina tan yan hong:

FIRST, happy birthday to eu :)
Seriously , eu had changed alot after i gone the YMCA.
Eu change ur attitude to miie.
Go read below post or before post. Do eu noe why i dun tell eu secret? Cause i know eu would tell and even i tell eu is not a secret anymore. I dun trust eu alot then a normal friends. Sometimes eu nice and sometimes eu gave miie a cb attitude i try bare wif eu.
When i gave eu attitude , eu at there eu noe.
I sometimes i trying to help eu and change my attitude. Change my attitude to eu sometimes.
But i dun noe why. Eu are special but is over special.
Yesterday, eu almost tio taiji wif kelly they all.
, I tell her she my friend, she like that de, her eyes very big , She no offence to do that.
And yet , eu very rude like that. Hais.
I really dun noe wat to say eu arhh . I dun noe eu at school dun noe say something at my back .
When yx told miie something (This year dun noe when) Say that i have new frends ( kelly they all) , i pangseh eu. LIKE WAT THE. I damn FREAKING PISSED. When did i ever pangseh eu?
But is eu the one , eu went brenda house watch anime or go read books.
When i'm free , eu dun wan jio miie out? Is it funny? LOL , Sometimes , i sit down listen ur past stories.
I wants to tell eu mine , but i think about it . Eu always orhh , LOL. Dhen i dun wan to tell .
I rather tell a dead person or wall or even the air. Better getting a LOL , orhh.
Sometimes i spend my times with eu , even lending my itouch to play or even listen .
And sometimes i did not complains ( Sometimes i got ) , to ask eu stop playing and chatting to miie.
Do eu know i cried after saw ur post? I felt kinda gulity and bad about it.
Sometimes i dulan eu and i kept it inside . I dun wan to tell .
I felt that eu can't even settle ur own taiji sometimes , eu even ask someone to help eu -.-
Eu told miie once , wan settle settle with no backups. But ur words are all empty sometimes.
Hais , i nothing else to say anymore .
I'm writing a composition sias. HAHAHAHAS. :)
I wan to tell how i feel about eu sometimes , eu know?
Angelina eu had change , sometimes , i change because i wan be better .

Wat you want from miie?

2010-08-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

Morning woke up 6 plus went YMCA . Dhen went Pioneer JC.
Dhere a GAL called clarissa( Correct i think) , i hope eu will be reading it :)
Thanks for talking to miie , HAHAHAS. Sibei Funny , and i being quiet.
HAHHAS , actually i dun feel like talking . :) Thanks for sharing things wif miie.
Same birth month as miie , i could dun wan to mention it as those are my past.
And I glad to know eu and had a great time smiling. My muscle very pain keep on smiling to eu. :P
Annnd EU MUST TRUST MIIE LARHHH , i not lying :P HAHAHAAHS.
Annnddd THANKS eu :)

After that went westmall dhen went my house downstair the kopitiam eat.
PIKACHEW and kelly saw miie , talk dhen went jiayu house
when i helped jiayu sister buy things , i run back , there a person wear pink and below white.
And shout at miie dun run dun run and it was like _I_
Cabbed over lot one and pierce my ear . Kelly wanted to buy headphone
FUCKING PAIN , i wanted to shout but i scare xiasuay myself.
So hold on MS PIKACHEW and they say i fat liao . Thanks to angel keep on ask miie to eat. =.=
KELLY FB Has been HACKED . That person sibei boliao , eat too much -.-
This saturday i gonna jog with them !!!!!!! :D
OH YEAH!!!! I gonna burns all THE FATS!!!!!

You are senses of miie

2010-08-24T14:18:00.002+08:00

TODAAYYYY VVVVV AWESOME OKIE!!!! :D:D
Morning woke up early and went westmall for macdonald.
Knew some friends :) Thats show I'm friendly and I SHYY . :D
Headed to YMCA , alot people kept staring miie :/
Today will haddddd a long post

Went this program

Belowwww.

IT WAS KINDAAA FUN although i say its not. I have overcome of my fear of ghost but i still believing them :) This FUN , ITS TOTALLY DARK , eu nid to use other senses not included eye cause its FUCKING dark without using any lights,handphones,torch,lighter and watch.
And using a walking stick. IT FREAKING AWESOME , I LOVE YMCA :D:D
The person guide us is a blind man, AWWWW kinda sadddd :( But they blind and lead us way out.
IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME , THUMBS UP!!!! After coming out , i having headache :(
And i learn something ,

I was glad that i having a eyes which some people don't. Its very dark and using other sense or walking stick to see. It was hard at first but after awhile i had adapt it. Some people are unfortunate or unlucky to be blind , but they carry on living and cherish wat they have naoz.
Without eyesight , everything is filled darkness and empty but the they continue it without sight
With or without is okie and from ur heart came with a light :)
Seriously after this , i learn something , not everything is granted is fortunate i had this and others don't :) I will help people are unfortunate people or handicapped people. :)
Don't laugh people are blind , i TELL EU. Cause i understand how , everything is dark.
Once eu can see and everything filled darkness.
It started i felt scared when i went in and everything went all TOTALLY dark. Without any light, and the tour was good. Eu go there try :) Eu will understand :)
I got heard one saying wat some blindness but is a good trip to feel how being in dark. :)
I had apperciate it :)
Check out :)
Dialogue in the dark

Okie next to this gal ,

This gal , i'm sorrie but its nevermind :) Eu told miie once that when i sad or what eu were be there for miie , But had disappoint miie . I wanted to tell eu everything but i now dun tell people secret .
And not i dun trust eu , i can't trust eu with secret and i know eu about few months. Eu neither can't seem understand miie nor i can understand eu oso. I got alot want to tell but i can't seem to tell eu.
I dun noe whyy , cause eu got tell miie other secret and ur action show miie that i can't seem to trust too much . :) And if is a secret is secret and i can't tell means i can't tell . :) Eu are a good friend to miie and i tell people other cause i know for many years then eu . They don't tell other maby they got but i never tell them alot of mines. Something not means yours and better dun be busybody . I'm not saying eu busybody cause other trust miie their secret or mines secret is i dun wan tell or watever. Sometyms , eu are great and eu even attitudes miie , i did not saying anything.
I try to bare with eu :)
That badminton at YOG , i wanted h2h talk to eu and i can't seem to speak.
I mean h2h does not mean about ur daily life . Is wat my mind and heart to tell eu something.
Is like whether eu or miie got dun like eu sometimes attitude.
And i'm sometimes attitude eu at school and this few months.
Thanks for being a GOOD friends to miie , i sincerely thanksful :)
Hope eu will reading my blog :)

P/s. to kai , I forgot to tell eu , I REALLY MIND JOKES and treat JOKES SERIOUSLY.
If eu say bye or eu dun wan to talk or watever , I CAN Actually.
I can DUN TALK PEOPLES a year and i TRY it ALOT OF PEOPLES . Eu wan try?
And if eu say this or do this to me, i will treat eu vvvvv cold and give eu attitude eventually and etc.
If i attitude eu one of the days , now i'm saying sorries to eu :)
And eu told miie bye , take care dhen eu msg miie say sorrie. LOLS. But now nevermind larrh :)

P//s. And LIMAIZHEN HAS OFFICIALLY QUIT SMOKING. :D
If i ever touch those , i gonna JUMP DOWN. :) And I'M A ANTI-SMOKERS thankseu. :)

I wouldn't change

2010-08-23T15:12:00.001+08:00

Today YMCA or ICAN program quite fun and bored. :/
Tomorrow going NGEE ANN POLY . I dun feel like going.
Neverminds , woke up damn early :( TIRED .
After the programme went back to school for a test . IT SHOW I VV GUAI.
Dhen why i'm selected for this stupid programme. Forget it.

Day 16 - someone that's not in your state/country
EHHHHH ARHHHHHH??? SIMI?

Day 17 - Someone from your childhood
Dear someone or HE/SHE
We were used to very closed to each other , when we play together and have fun together.
Those were memories and the words we said 'I dun friend you'.
I could not remember those times when we were together.
Naoz we grown up :)
We were once young and had quite nice childhood to miie had a friends like eu. :)

This how i look like when i was about two.

SIBEI FAT HORH? HAHAHAS.

Yesterday photos. :)

=.=

My grandma sibei cute :D
Below my face damn CMI

Sweets talk are nothing

2010-08-22T19:12:00.000+08:00

Early morning (not early) pissed miie off by this unknown passerby scold miie for dun noe wat reason. LOLS.
Went EXPO with cousins , brother , grandma and miie , took some photo will be uploaded soon enough.
Tomorrow i need to tht YMCA , i had no mood to go there.
But no need go school and study :D
Counsel and wat attiude thingy. Sibei lame seriously.
Brought some things :):)

Acts of manner

2010-08-22T11:39:00.000+08:00

L :
Seriously , eu nid respect is it? Eu become preseident dhen i respect. LIKE CHILDREN only.
Pathetic siol. No manner or repect people blog. DOGS. This is my blog. LIKE DUDD.
Is eu the huantio miie okie. Pathetic , say wat lanjiao wei eu ever talking. Naoz 2010 not 2009 or watevershit. Seriously go find other blog to spamm , not life or children people.
FUCK OFF MY BLOG LARHH. IDIOT. -.- _|_
And humji dun write ur name . Write ur real name larh , if eu wan respect. LOL. _|_

I'm gonna break break ur heart

2010-08-21T13:00:00.001+08:00

I gonna do three letters as did not do :/
I GONNA FAST

Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you
Ehh , i did not do anything to anyone but to
Pikachew , I'm sorrie when eu jio miie out i did not go out :(

Day 14 - Someone you've drifted away from
To :Pikachew , someone and someone .
Pikachew , eu have a 'new friend' dhen we have drifted far.
That tyme i at ur house with 'new friends' i cried for eu and him (LAST TYME).
Thats the day i told myself , dhere no BFF or i have to change
and somone , after i with tht girl , i started to change.
Never go recess with eu two . We still friends :)

Day 15 - the person you miss the most
NO PERSON I MISS THE MOST :)

Edited @ 9:19 pm
Today went out wif family for dinner :)
Quite nice and dhere a male kept looking at miie like never seen before. LOL.
Tommorrow going EXPO wif my brother and cousins.
Kinda happy about it. HEEHEEEHES.

We might

2010-08-20T15:12:00.002+08:00

OverDue Photos of YOG 17-19

17 August

My face -.- KINDA FATT!!!!

This person at badminton kinda SOT.

18 August

19August

This photo make miie wanna go mad seriously. -.-
Lazy to post all , picture in facebook :)
I kinda BUANG seriously -.- LOL LOL LOL.
People sawing MIIE on tv . OMYGAWDDDD!!!! HAHAHAHAHAs. Sot.
And

Happy Belated birthday LITTLE SISTER!!!!!

Finally 1 year old

She cute isn't it? :D:D

Yesterday went yog did not celebrate ur birthday :(

I love eu sister!!! :D:D

FUCKING ADORABLE but SHE IS NAUGHTY!!

He ate my heart

2010-08-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Damn angriie sia !!!!!!!!!!! I saw a hunk smiling at miie and I NEVER TAKE PHOTO WIF THEM.
Why singapore boys not handsome dee?!?!?!!? REALLY OMYGAWD.
I still thinking that hunk smiling at miie , it make miie so happy like siao . REALLY!!!!.
FUCK SIOLLL. DAMN ANGRIIE NEVER GO TAKE PHOTO.
I took alot photo of they swimming . I never regret , i wan go back and take photo wif them :(:(
REALLY DAMN ANGRIIE. :"(
SERIOUSLY TOTALLY DAMN HANDSOME TTM!!!!!!! GOT SIX PACK and EVERYTHING.
I GOONNNA FAINT. Eu see horhx , REALLY DAMN FUCKING HANDSOME .
I WANNNA CRYYY SERIOUSLY. :(:(
ONCE IN A LIFETIMMEEEE!!!!! OKIE!

Hoppe tomorrow got a handsome will take a photo with miie. :(
REALLY SHUAI OKIE!!!!! :'( Thinking of the handsome boy smiling at miie.
Thats all . :(:(

Something bout love

2010-08-18T13:36:00.004+08:00

Gonna post yesterday letter and todays as BUSY of the YOG thingy. :):)

GONNA SEE HUNKS :D:D at sport school at woddlands. :)

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Ehhhh , this is 7 month lehx . -.- Later i say they came find miie . LOL.

Is my ahgong barhx , never saw him or talk to him before.

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Is someone barhx. I dun noe larhhx. LOL. Thanks for causing miie pain.

Eu will suffer :)

P/s . should i post picture? KINDA UNGLAM AND a few pics only :(
P//S. And from now on miie no smoking.
If eu tempt miie , Eu will die or No Point tempt miie lurhx?
Cause i made my mind is set , no point alrdy . :)

There this person is was my ex. Sibei -.- okie.
Ask miie for patch. I will never ever patch with my ex :)
Please . SIMI LANJIAO??!?!
Once i loose feelings to eu or let eu go or fade or watever shitz.
Is over like a game :)
Dun forget , wat made miie became this :)
If don't hold miie tight , i'm just like a wind anytime fly. :D:D

Take miie away from the darkest hour

2010-08-17T13:38:00.001+08:00

Gonna go YOG , badminton event . Cfm will sian alot. -.-
Tomorrow will be swimming and see hunks !
Omg , isn't it nice?? :):)
Will be uploading the photos. :)

Edited @ 11 30 pm
I was freaking tired srsly.
I gonna sleep in class tomorrow.
Today yog was quite okie.
I, angel , aaron teo and rusell was laughing like some mad person. VVV DIRTY MINDED srsly. That water bottle .
-.- LOLS.
Took some photos kinda idiotic and
When we reach there and has some security check.
Angel penknife and scissor was confiscated. Lame
And afternoon i went in some shop dhere some swiss called aidumbass as i wear my class tee. Sibei cb.
Went there late and go home quite early.
Did not watch singapore or else we be cheering.
We having there somekind of picnic.

P:S . If eu really pay attention , maby seeing miie on tv barhx. I think so. ::

Understand miie not judge

2010-08-16T14:52:00.002+08:00

Seriously , Malays dun get overboard . Wuji -.-
Seriously, eu all having fasting i dun wan to say only.
I flirt eu HUNALO simi LANJIAO?!
Maby i never talk back to eu all becos i respect eu all and becos i had a same colour wif eu all
I just merely talking with a boy which vv important to talk -.-
And say flirt please. No life -.-
My limits haven reach yet okie. -.- REALLY , dun test miie .
If eu all dislike miie , Eu think i ever like eu all srsly?!
I control myself not to say only. Pathetic dogs. -.-
Please malays , If i being too watever eu say Seriously , Do eu even understand miie well anot??
Dun talk like one-sided , Hoped eu will see my blog. :)
Luckily , i can control and eu all fasting
Kembali Kampung -|-

Damn angrie this type malays -.- Please learn how to respect people can??

Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

Pikachew and kelly .
I think eu have new friends , i guess eu dun nid miie anymore. :(
Thanks :) , That jeannie eu tell her 'UR MOTHER NEVER FLY BEFORE IS IT'
HAHAHS.

NO MOOD after this , destroy my whole moodfor today -.-

Is wasnt miie

2010-08-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

That hand kinda EXTRA isn't it?? HAHAHAHAS.
IDIOT mr colourful , halfway paiseh us . WTF.
I LOVE BLACKMENTHOL SRSLY!!! EU ROCKS. HEEEHES.
Very chilling. :D:D
And september 5 FASTER come . I maby gonna see it. HEEHEHEHs.

Thanks HH , We tok like two hours? Talk alot things , HAHAHAS.
We puffed and a few mins of basketball.
Thanks slacking wif miie , and that MRCOLOURFUL jio miie out pangseh both of us.
And ask miie cheer up . :)
ANDAND peii miie go bustop not like that COLOURFUL.
ANDANDAND Rmb go see doctor horh!!!;)
THANKS BUDDDYYY!!!! :D:D

Currently webcam wif KAI. HEHEHES. :):)

I'm still standing

2010-08-15T11:56:00.003+08:00

Day 8 - Favourite internet friends

Quite ALOT , i think. Can skipped?? :D:D

Day 9 - Someone you could wished to meet

Maby my real mother barhx. Cause i heard that she has cancer and will have operation.
I never went out with her , nicely talk to her . I never saw her this year :(
When i was small , i always thought why she always come and find miie to bring miie out.
I find out that she my real mother . I never saw her again , i quite hated her .
But when times grow older , she still my mother. :)
I hope she will be fine somewhere :)

Edited .
FCUK THAT MR COLOURFUL. -.- I dun wan to go out . :(:(
Later play BASKETBALL wif them . I'm GONNA EXERCISE.
HEEHEES. Goonna meet wif mr colourful and HH. :)
DAMN LAZZZYYYY :(

Cause i'm down on my kness

2010-08-14T11:52:00.002+08:00

Today morning parent argue again -.-
Maby stay at home or go outside and slack?
I wanna slack gonna find people slack :D:D HEEEHES.

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Thanks eu for the memories and the pain eu gave miie :)

i dun dare go cwp anymore , cause there were nice and bad memories

Thanks for the rose :) I think eu had nice flirting wif people :)

I still kept the things , eu gave . I did not throw , I dun why i did not throw.

Maby i should buy a box kept in , and buried in the deepest .

Thanks for everything tht make miie leave eu a deep impression .

We can be friends but i don't wan cause its make miie think back of the past again.
Maby losing eu as a friend make miie forgets eu :)

Go all the way tonight

2010-08-13T17:21:00.000+08:00

Today is BLACK 13 . So called , not going out slack . :)
I feel naoz i kinda racist about malay . :/
I kinda *DISLIKE* MALAY somehow even though i kinda look like MALAY.
LIKE THE WORLD REVOVLE THEM AROUND EXCEPT outside friends the malay. :)
SOME SIBEI HAOLIAN SIOL . :):) RACIST miie. OHMY!!!

Today talk to a vvv shy guy, cause some unexpected things. HEEHE.
Got some secret between somone :D:D
Had a little heart tok wif angel . :) And noe some things. :)
Thanks for telling things , that i dun noe. :) KINDA GREATZ.

Day 6 - Stranger

I can be friendly and nice when eu dun noe miie :)
I can be VVVV 'NICE' If i can to eu when eu dun noe miies.
I can be different , RANDOM and moody . :)
When eu talk nice , i will . :) SOMETIMES I ATTITUDE.
If eu tell miie ur name or etc , i won't ATTITUDE . :)
Sometimes i hate people , dun wan tell name . :)
THANKS people. :)

Stuck in the Moments

2010-08-12T20:26:00.002+08:00

Went limbang find HH and MRCOLOURFUL . Played BASKETBALL wif them and the one more forgot who liao . :):) DAMN TIRED okie!! Played like HELL and tired , PUFFED WIF THEM.
I was always toking about 7 MONTH.
HH thought he could not buy the curry puff . LOL.

Today at school , STM okie -.- . I thought who took my chair dhen i say ' that person who took my chair mother never fly before!' And i remember i was taking chair -.- WTF. STM .
FKED THT HISTORY TEACHER , i'm sleeping not nid complain . _I_
Going tht YOG spectator for swimming and badminton. SEE WAT SIOL?? FORCED by someone.

Day 5- Dreams
My dreams? Become good girl? I dun noe lehhhx.
Okie , i wish everything would change . CAN???
Still thinking barh :)

I had silently let go

2010-08-11T14:55:00.000+08:00

FCUK THT DUNEARN GIRLS GUIDE.
PLEASE DUN DOG , SRSLY SAY INFRONT OF MIIE.
SRSLY , DUNEARN GIRLS GUIDE PLEASE CLOSE DOWN.
STOP SAY SOMETHING MY BACK.
PLEASE , UR MARCHING CMI OKIE. I GO IN MACHIAM LIKE WASTING MY TIME.
MARCHING DUN NOE HOW TO MARCH?
WHY THE SCHOOL SO STUPID KEEP THIS NOOB CCA?
THE MARCHING LIKE SHITZ.
CANNOT MARCH DUN HAOLIAN MARCH SRSLY.
I PON I HAPPY? EU OSO LAN.
KICK MIIE OUT LARH. WHO NIDS THIS NOOB CCA. -.-

Fed up alot things , i heard tht the DUNEARN GIRL'S GUIDE the people say miie.
SRSLY, DUN HAVE LIFE . People dun wan come say miie for wat?
NO WONDER NO ONES WANT TO JOIN LARHX. NOOB CCA.
After mad at this , other ones , i scold and gan this girl . LAUGHS ttm okie.

Day 3 - Siblings
Among the 5 siblings , i'm closer wif my brother . :)
He maby such a bastard sometimes he good . Okies?
This 14 years , i had fight with him and played wif him. :)
I share wif him tears , joy and love :)
We are real-blood but thanks brother. :D:D

Eu mess wif the wrong person

2010-08-10T20:02:00.001+08:00

Funny okie!!!! Just naoz dhere a indian unknown person called my hse.
My maid give miie the phone. I speak indian style to tok.
They called miie auntie then i tell them in indian style.
WAT AUNTY?!? WRONG NUMBER. Cb!
I wish the indian called again , i'm gonna play them until they . Laughs!

I fall and i get up

2010-08-10T12:50:00.000+08:00

Day2 - My crush
Can i skipped this?? I'm still SINGLE okie.

Day 3- My parents.

Father And Mother
I been trying good and guai. This year i change quite alot but better then last year( accept some)
Scold teacher fuck , Pon school ,Scold eu chibye, run home , never came home, shouted eu all , steal ur wine and drink and etc.
I trying my best to be a good daughter . :( I smoke and drink but i dun noe eu noe anot.
But eu all does not seem to know i trying hard to be good .
This few days , trying to say politely to eu all. I'm trying hard to study and catch up my studies.
Eu gave a very high expectation on me ask miie to get first, eu noe i can go express but i just lazy and wanna play.
This year , eu been treating better us then last year.
I'm sorrie , gave the troubles and worrie on me , and i will try to change for the better. :)
I'm think back and wat i done such a CHIDISH ACT.
Thanks parent for take care of miie through 14 years. :)

30 letters

2010-08-09T12:44:00.000+08:00

30 letters.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

See alot ppl do like quite fun, miie gonna do :):)

Day 1-BestFriends.
I used to have alot of best friend but i realise day by day.
There not such things, were unrealistic.
They pangseh eu when they have new frends just like a toy.
They just come and go ,
when they are bored or no frends , they just came back for eu.
or even BACKSTAB eu at the back even though REN them.
If they were really best frends , they beside eu through rain or shine.
Listen whenever eu sad or happy and share things wif eu.
BFF??? This words are mean for display only .

I need to believe

2010-08-09T12:36:00.000+08:00

FULLEST TO THE FULLEST . MY STOMACHE IS FILL WIF NICE FOOD. OMFG.
Today wanted to fishing wif my bestbuddy and his friends.
Sudden change , -.- Dhen i dun wan to go.

Ytd
Went slack wif BESTBUDDY and MRCOLOURFUL. We talk alot siol.
Bestbuddy is sick :( , Went slack and puff :)
Quite fun :D:D Thanks both of eu :):)

The Only Exception

2010-08-08T14:19:00.000+08:00

7 plusplus gonna FIND MR COLOURFUL and BEST BUDDY to slack or even puff. :D:D . DAMN NOISY mr colourful ask miie slack wif him. LAUGHS.

Ytd
At there like nothing only. BUT FUNNY and xiasuay sia, having dinner siiting chair.
The boys go throw food dhen the TEACHER.
She scold us , we whole group ignore her and laughing at her.
Dhen she shout , STAND UP. Nobody stand , CRAZY LORHX.
Other school look at us DUNEARN , xiasuay ttm . Funny siol.
The food was OMYGOSH -.- , and watched Avatar: last air bender wif kahirul and aaron teo
3/5? Some very sian .
Took some photos. OHYEAH. :D:D
Later will be uploaded :):)

Things Have Been Far

2010-08-07T09:22:00.000+08:00

Today raining . Brrrrr~~~~~ Cold ttm . :)
Later maby gonna meet MR COLOURFUL or Khairul and Aaron teo for a MOVIE.
Dhen went School until 11 plusplus. :):)
Could not contact angel -.-

Photos WILL BE UPLOADED :D:D

No longer secret

2010-08-06T11:54:00.001+08:00

Today I neither can smile or sad. :(
I really need a friends that who ease my problems and would be there for miie and
Listening ear.

My family gonna breaking apart.
A home is breaking apart .
Why mine aren't like any other family who are whole? )':
Parent your acting were SUCKs, Why we gonna break soon?
Why couldn't tell us the problems eu facing?

:'(
This world isn't full of cruelty and heartless.

Today morning before i went to school, i saw my brother looking at a paper .
I went look it , And after seeing it , There something disappeared.
It wrote in chinese. (some i forgot)
'Eu better move out ...
l grant eu ...
i let go .....
This woman has a man who can supported her ...
this WOMAN IS A SLUT....
Lawyer ...
But wat about ur children? ..... '

I almost cry and felt vvvvv angrie . :<
I dun wan this , I wan a family.
Srsly , wat i had done have this cruelty?
Today i saw a family , who are happily walking :'(
......

Family. :'(

Isn't it existed?

I wish everything will start over

2010-08-05T15:23:00.001+08:00

Thanks PSBS and chillz. Dun waste ur salivas on THT GUY.
Srsly guy totally jerk except some. :)

Fml okie. Why i had a brother like so stupid like a idiot like pig. LOLS. No brains okie.
Today cooked spagetti wif qijia , a major!!
But is yummy :D:D some say we put cheese but we did not.
Nicenice. :):)

One day , if i'm will be gone and leave this cruelty world.

End it

2010-08-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today i not gonna write about wat happen today.
My life realyy sucks , if tmr nothing happen.
But if tmr happen , i dun wan to say.
Parents ,
We , miie and siblings has disappointed eu.
We are failure . I'm sorrie.
We only how to play and eat and etc.
We dun noe how hard eu all work and we bad.
Father , eu brought miie up . I'm sorrie.
If tmr the nothing happen , i will be more guai and study morr hard hard. To give eu all a good life and won't dissapoint eu.

2010-08-03T21:59:00.004+08:00

Kohjiahao:
Eu noe wat i mean? Lols. Please , i never say that eu ugly or wat? I mean tht regreting or so called pajiao to stead wif eu . Aiya , nevermind larhx, eu admits or say eu wans larhx? Lols. There got alot meaning of pajiao . Lols, sua, nevermind lorhx. We alrdy no bff liao , say wat bff? Lols.
I love eu once and eu broke my heart lots.
If eu mean tht ur 'ily' treating as a friend then what the point of steading wif miie? Srsly.
If eu treating as a friends dhen dun give miie sucha a false Hope in the first place srsly.
If eu think eu handsome or wat , i dun care.
I never say eu buang or watever.
I have diff meaning okie.
I dun noe ur words are fake and i'm really silly .
I dun noe that eu hong miie or wat.
But i noe eu hong miie.
Edited.@ 10:53pm
Srsly if eu dun noe i like eu dhen why eu stead wif miie?
Srsly , don't sucha a wat or dun hong ppl can anot.
Wtf.
I been fooled. Dogs sias, i hate this kind of people.
' i dun noe tht eu like miie'
Sibei -.-
Dhen why stead wif miie??
Dun tok cok can anot and twist some.
Laughs. Tmr dhen entertain.

MANS ARE JERK

2010-08-03T18:43:00.003+08:00

DID not sleeep , ton for the whole morning -.-
SRSLY i nid to private my blog, there stupid people wrote stupid on my tagbox.
WTF.
I hongster never mati yet.

To someone:
SRSLY , NO MY BFF. NOT BFF , please-.- .
LAUGHS , who say eu and i bff? LUAGHS okie. :D:D
DHEN SO? -.-
OMG .
Naoz i looked at eu , i find that I SIBEI PAJIAO . OMGOMGOMG.
Find myself sibei pathetic , LAUGHS.
And stupid to like eu . OMG , crying like a idiot.
SIBEI REGRET . :O
Think of it DIGUSTED , all i can say , i was srsly . OMG.
WALAO , WHY I SO IDIOT AND STUPID TO believe EU and stead wif eu.
Think of it , i felt OMG and want to bang waall.

HONGSTER NEVER DIE. :) Bye

P/s . Parent i make a little promise to myself , I GOONNNA STUDY. :D:D
This week , i kept studying , using studying to stress miie and forget all my prob and etc.
I will be more guai :)
No more smoking

edited@ 7:33
i damn scared to be alone at home naoz. :(:(:(
I WANNA CRY naoz. :(
hais.

If everything can change

2010-08-03T00:25:00.008+08:00

Srsly , how arhx? :(:(:(
I feel very scared and alone.
Thanks renguo cheering miie up, webcam wif him.
Damn funny , and watched fringe. :)
Damn sad and remember the memories again.
Today is 3 hais. Gonna be the worst.
Done my homework , vvvv guai lehx.

P/s. I not gonna find stead or boyf.
Srsly, it hurts and take more longer time to heal. :(
I gonna stop , i won't stead anymore from this noward.
I'm a coward who don't wan to face anymore r/s.
It make miie more sad and pain. :(

To someone:
Below. BFF.

Edited 2:48am
I was crying and crying non-stop. :'(
I'm really scared. SRSLY.
Made a biggest mistake.
DUMBDUMB :(
EVERYTHING CAME BACK.
I rmb when i broke up with my ex , eu were the one who at the phone keeep on spamm call miie, cheer miie up and ask miie not to cry.
Thanks to eu i able to forget him. But naoz,
there no one anymore. :'(
Srsly , i did not :(
SRSLY, i'm really scared.
No one anymore. :(
I did not cherish because i thought eu did not love miie anymore and eu drift away from miie. :'(
Today , 3 of August , our 3 month FRIENDSHIP.
~~2107100505~~

3 of may 2010 ,
Tht the day i noe eu by something. Eu went swimming with ur cousin at jurong area.

Sunday , may 9 , 2010.
I rmb tht day tonn wif aaron and angel , They were sleeping and eu tok to miie at morning. :)
And eu were "gan baby'' .

Tuesday , may 11 , 2010
We tok happily that time , eu drew miie rose and the chocolate eu wan buy for miie.
I was happily eu drew that. :) and we became dumbdumb and dumbass

May 14 2010 , friday
Tht day , i wif aaron and angel .
I did not reply ur msg , let eu waited 3 hours. and ur morning call.

14- 16 may
Tht day i went chalet wif angel , Eu worrie about miie and this wat i wrote
''DumbDumb♥:
I'm sorrie to make eu so worrie. :(
Feeling Better lerh. Thanks to ur concern . :)
I felt very bad , replying late always. :(
Eu going cambodia soon , :( . Wish to meet eu soon ASAP.
Hahhas. Read ur blog , Thanks ur care and concern.
LOVE EU SO MUCH. :)
Its okie , :) .
Even eu nagging , i dun mind. :P HHAHAS.''

17 may 2010, Monday
I rmb i was waiting for eu , dhen wait wait went to sleep.
Morning call from eu keep on spamming.
and eu told miie 'even though eu sad , he won't care liao.'
and paperworm.

Tuesday , may 18 , 2010.
Thts the day i gave eu my attitude , first time.

Saturday , may 22 , 2010.
That the first time we met barhx? Went causeway point , Met at Burger king and eu took the wrong train to go woodlands.
We went see shrek , gave miie chocolate and drawings.
And i lost my phone that day , the first i called eu.

May 23 , sunday , 2010.
My chocolate has been taken some of brother , i damn angrie.
The phone wasn't ur fault, this ironman cheer miie up and i think no more.

Tht the day we gonna drift away and morning dumbdumb and dumbass is gone.
Tuesday , may 25 , 2010.

That day i prank eu using other sim card. I gave eu attitude again, we using msn communitcate and by calling each other every night. Tht used to be so much fun.
26 may 2010 , wednesday.
We went bugis to extend my hair , eu noe the prank is us , eu were very dulan .

29 may 2010 , saturday .
Went AMK hub to watch prince of persia. Eu kept sleeping in the movie. and eu were going cambodia soon.

31 may 2010, monday
we went bishan , walk and eu wanted to take photo before eu go cambodia.
2 june 2010 , wednesday
we were having fun SAYING 'BANANA' and 'CHOCOLATE'
I create a song for us , LALALALA- LALALALA , Dumb worlds.
I ♥ my dumbdumb and my angel( to rhyme larhx) , Thts dumbass world.
3-4 June 2010
i wrote this
''Even eu kinapped by aliens or baddies , i will wait for until the day eu came back..
Mi Promise eu. :)
And and and ,
Ehhhhhhhhhh ,
Sorrie i cannot meet eu tmr. :(I feeel bad :< :< :<
Delicated to DumbDumb.

Sincerly by Ur Dumbass.
DumbAss爱DumbDumb''

and ur phone spoils.

6 june 2010 .
I attitude eu again , i misunderstood eu .

7 june 2010,
went vivo with you ,
I was emoing and wrote.
'''m Sorrie
I'm sorrie about today
I'm Sorrie today i make eu cry
I'm sorrie I nvr tok to eu
I'm Sorrie Keep saying sorrie
I'm Sorrie I nvr entertain eu today
I'm Sorrie When eu tok to miie , i nvr repl eu
I'm Sorrie make eu sad
I'm Sorrie I not at ur side eu Cry
I'm Sorrie I nvr comfort eu
I'm Sorrie Today i give eu attitude
I'm Sorrie I'm cold to eu
I'm Sorrie i nvr answer
I'm Sorrie Today i emo
I'm Sorrie I tok to eu like tht
I'm Sorrie i make eu angrie
I'm Sorrie I failed
I'm Sorrie keep saying the words.
I'm Sorrie when eu cheer miie but i still emo
I'm Sorrie when eu ask miie , i say Nothing
I'm Sorrie leaving eu alone
I'm Sorrie i leave eu alone
I'm Sorrie When today i met eu i nvr tok
I'm Sorrie i nvr listen eu
I'm Sorrie tht everything
I'm Sorrie make this outing in to a unhappy outing
I'm Sorrie i ignore eu
I'm Sorrie i am bad
I'm Sorrie i had change
I'm Sorrie not to be miie
I'm Sorrie I'm late
I'm Sorrie I break the promise
I'm Sorrie I nv take photo wif eu
I'm Sorrie Not good enough
I'm Sorrie Not good friend
I'm Sorrie
I'm Sorrie i love you
And
I'm Sorrie I failed to be ur Dumbass

I'm SORRIE. :( ''

Tht day i wanna tok out , say alot things to eu . :(
I kinda hais.
and
eu going off next morning
DumbDumb:

Tmr morning Eu going off to cambodia. :(

In few hours tyme , i not cherish today outing. :<

I really sad ,

And today outing is a .

make eu so , I felt bad

Take Care of urself , and becareful of badies

Okie?

Bon Voyage.

Wish eu go there and come back singapore Safe and sound.

I will be praying for eu. :)

I LOVE EU

DumbDumb.

I make eu cry that day , i'm sorrie . I cry also make eu dulan.

9-11 june. 2010

I was missing eu and i was praying . on 11 i went vivo , went back to shop tht day eu saw the toy eu saw . I was happy i brought it and it was the last :)

12 june 2010

eu came back i think , i wanted to throw the present cause :(

I was so sad after eu gone and eu back safely i was so happy. :)

15 june 2010

That day i fought wif eu very hard. Scolded and saying ur 'BFF' and alot sacrastic.

18 june 2010, friday.

We went watch karate kid at causeway. we take some photos. I had fun :)eu gave miie chocolate and we had much fun:).

21 june 2010

dhere a freak , eu wanted to help but i dun wan. the msn , it scared miie.

23-25 june 2010

We did not tok 24 hour , we argue again :( and say something bad.

Eu kept giving in miie , myattitude , i cried. everything :(

28 june 2010
we webcam after long time never liao , eu cut ur hair damn funny. ARMY BOY.

29 june 2010
i felt everything change, we drift away . Webcamm wif eu

1-2 July 2010
we argue again , :( did not watch twilight with eu.

3 july 2010
HAPPY TWO MONTH FRIENDSHIP

4 July 2010
I attitude eu again actually that day i reallly damndamndamn jealous about something. :'(

5-7 july 2010
we argue again :( Say something sacrastic

8 july 2010
I had feelings to eu . LOLS. Dhen eu were like hais.
9-13 july 2010
we fought again

14- 17 July
I was waiting but eu seem like . I broke my promise to eu alot times.
18 july 2010
Bugis , we met :):):) . :)
21 july 2010
We stead that day :) 2107100505 <3 i was happy like hell.
And naoz.
I see all the past , i saw i find it very lame that why i kept arguing wif eu with small little childish things. We fought lots time , eu just keep letting miie in. i'm so stupid after all , there were beautiful and happy times with eu. And see i dun understand why i break with eu.
I dun noe why i still crying for eu , we are bff? Not anymore :( We did not tok in msn and tht day i break wif eu , i wanted to say i love eu and wanted to say dun break. :(
Guess its over ..........................................

ITS GONE , IS MY FAULT AGAIN FROM THE START. :'(

But naoz i understand . :) I'm a hongster afterall. PATHETIC MIIE.
We are friends and thanks for memories. :)

Tonight gonna be the nite

2010-08-02T15:38:00.002+08:00

Hais. Tomorrow. :( 3rd okie. I dun noe how to face it. :/
Today sch quite fun, i went mad during math lesson.
Kept laughing wif angel and someone.
I went shouting at teacher , laughing until mad.
Today i never sleep in class, kept studying (vvv guai and good) and draw my CME about smoking.
This few days gonna catch up wif teachers and lesson. :)
Gonna study . :)
Becos cannot tell.
Slack wif angel and h2h wif her.

To angel:
Sometym i dislike sometimes i love eu. :)
I like to joke with eu. :)
Sometime we really nid to tell each other a dissatisfaction. :)
Sometime we went mad tgt and have fun.
Thanks for advice.
I v admire eu.
Tht tyme , i was msging dumbdumb.
Eu told miie tht i will stead with him, i was really shocked.
I told eu that i won't , i sumpa .
But ur guesses were rite. I regret steading and its cost us both a friendship if i dun stead wif him,we are still bff.
But naoz , everything change.
I should really heed it, eu predict tht i will stead wif him. Thanks ur advice :) My dearest friends. :)

Never say bye

2010-08-02T00:07:00.024+08:00

Yesterday was quite great :)

kranji > Sembawang > Woodlands > Teckwhye >HOMED

Went sembawang brought something on COTTON ON.
Like Finally i wanted to buy something to buy. :D:D Happy okie.
And my sister totally pissed my mother . SHE DAMN SPOILS.
And sibei xiasuay okie. -.- My mother shouted her on PUBLIC. LIKE OMG.
Kept crying -.- , CRY LIKE WTF okie.

And just naoz caught 11:11PM. :)
Wished something , i hope it will come true :)

-AiiZhen is a fcker: PLEASE FK OFF PLEASE. IF I AM A FUCKER DHEN FUCK OFF.
DAMN KINDERGARDEN. Say ur name really. Dun hide like a coward/
Are eu in past tense? Go back to own world. -.-
SICKENING PPL.

P/s. I really HATE people or friends that has no friends or bored , they came back to find eu or tok to eu. SRSLY , this kind of friends SRSLY sucks. And I'm not a toy tht eu can play or come and go whenever eu wan. :)
and at FACEBOOK. DAMN PISSED.

I wrote

She

I wrote like a few hour ahead. I like very childish horh? -.-
Its kinda pissed off when this gal wrote , no creativity gal. It was totally the ALMOST same.
I was thinking ' ARE EU STALKING MY FACEBOOK PROFILE?'
DAMN COPYPIG. OOOPPPS. :X
Copyrighted okie.
And gal if happen to pass-by or STALKER ,
Srsly , eu no chio at all . OMG , I totally nid a TOILET BOWL.
And eu are friendly? Only at virtual world and zilian annddd SIBEI HONGSTER.
I may sacrastic and its true but SRSLY I VVVVV *DISLIKE* EU. xiaomei.
I vvvv sacred eu ask for backup :(

I woke up first thing i think of eu

2010-08-01T01:06:00.004+08:00

HH,
PUT LIAO HORHH, dun say i never put. HONOR :D:D HEHEHEEHS. Wanted to put ur unglam. HAHHAAs.
And thanks . Not sad liao.
'HONGSTER MUST NOT MATI' By HH.
I not gonna mati , but i not HONGSTER. :P *WINKS*

I was laughing to ttm , watchin channel u. OHMYGOSH.
DAMN FUUNYYYY. OKIE.
Byes for naoz. :)

Edited @ 12:42 pm
Thanks too. :) Friends. HEHEHS.
And I "HONGSTER HAVEN MATI' yet. :D:D
Gonna go PLAY SOME SHOOTING GAME. OH YEAH. EUSOROCKING! :)
Long time never touch liao, abit rust. :( HEHEHEHHES.
BLACK SHOT, WOLF TEAM, SOLDIER FRONT and A.V.A I"M COMIN. :D
OHYEAH. HEHEHEs.
FK MY COM damn laggg :(

@1;56
Father wan bring miie go out. HAHHAHAHAHAHAS. GONNA SHOP :D:D
OHYEAH. Bye , did not play Blackshot:(

Take me to ur heart

2010-07-31T09:46:00.006+08:00

This few days having nightmare :(:(
Later going Malaysia :D:D Father sibei Random -.- , i was sleeping ask mie afteroon we go malaysia.
YEAH. :D:D HEHEHEHEHES.

Edited. @4:02PM
Rotted at home , did not went malaysia. :(
Sad life , hurt my feelings, tok cok him.
But nevermind at least had a nice nice nap. :):)

Since i had made this choice,
Nothing can be put back
but brought sorrow and sadness.
Choices i had taken ,
Time had brought back memories
Regret take cherish away
Nightmare had started :(

@ 10:34
I was watching my blog , the web counter. (i dun noe is accurate -.- )
There stalker.
I'm a stalker also. :D
My blog like sibei dead , no one tagg but got ppl view.
Very funny , ppl just tagg? LOL.
Naoz i very happy , HEHEHEHS.

I'm really okie. *Smile* Dun worrie miie , YEAH. HEHEHHES.
Miie love eu okie okie?? :D Catch eu on TUESDAY. GYM!!
I kept eating omgosh.

Trying hold on

2010-07-30T15:06:00.000+08:00

Today morning , VERY Funny.
I woke up dhen suddenly i cried and thinking about the past:(:(
crying cry cry :( Went to sch , at class almost cry :(
Saw last time the msg , everything .
The keychain, drawings , movie ticket , Dumbass.
I look at it make miie wans to cry:(

PE. I got bring PE but never go PE , teacher eu ****
See them play damn scary .
After sch , yx came my hse for awhile took things then peii her go sch.
Later maby gonna slack wif MRCOLOURFUL.
Lazy go down .

And my father -.- CMI.
Wats wrong wif eu? Wat the FUCK wif eu? SRSLY EU DAMN SUCK _|_
Don't make miie when i grow i send eu old aged home ( maby die liao)
And my maid sibei dog extra comment. -.-
Father Dun force to miie until end .
I had my freedon to go where i wan to go , I not a bird or dog trapped at hse.
I wan go home late , eu oso LAN. CB , DIE EARLY .
Send miie in the Girls home. (too bad eu can't ) I too guai. IDIOT.
Why eu wan lock or take the modem ?
Scared the house burn? Tok cok, Burn only . _|_
BOJIAO.
Damn angrie sial. TSKTSK. DOG SIOL.

Can time heal my pain

2010-07-30T00:41:00.001+08:00

I could not sleep but i very tired :/ Feel like smoking :<
Thanks ppl ask miie to cheer up :)
YESH I"M AM and Ready to see the world ( kinda of)
NOT GOONA FIND ANYMORE. REALLY.
Until i find the right person. :)
HS NEVER DIE UNTIL I FIND THE RITE ONE:D:D
and i not gonna smoke , i gettin very 'weak'
Tmr i gonna rot at home.

We became enemy or not 'friends'
Tht children are. :)
Nevermind . Since this eu wanted , i grant urs.:)

Each friend has very special place in our heart. :)
Cherish it , (Y) I ROCK , and i hate tht kind of ppl :);)
OHYEAH.
Ehhhhhh , maby i should go sleep really damn tired
dun feel like going sch :(

Love does not last forever

2010-07-29T12:41:00.002+08:00

Currently at com lab naoz noaz. :D:D No home econ :D:D
SIAN OKIE.

Hais . :(:(

Edited * @ 4:34
FKED IT OKIE.
My brother went all crazy suddenly got alot money.
Order pizza hut dhen MACDONALD. wtf. -.-
WENT FATS. somemore today i damn eat alot during recess. -.-
OMG.
Later gonna puff :D:D
HAISSSS. :(:(

Edited.
Fml okie. :< Cheebye father eu sucha dog.
I wan to got out eu oso lan , i dun wan sign.
Machiam like i having probition.
Wtf sial. Idiot , i dun wan sigh eu oso lan.
Wat can eu do? Tell dm larhx, like fuck care.
Dun make miie do the things i dun wan to do.
Okie?! Cb dog , dun make miie smoke infront eu.
-.- dun force miie _|_ cb dog
Slack wif hh , MRCOLOURFUL and smeone.

All just shit

2010-07-28T22:43:00.004+08:00

-.-
Srsly , i where no tx eu?
I cried , i smoke , i do idiot things
Is gain sympathy arh? -.- or i put there for fun.
Actually i promise eu and someone not to smoke.
I almost did it , someone give miie cig i rejected.
Forget it . Tok to eu some this nonsense wob't use.
I had metally prepared and to see
And tht day the movie , please la horhx.
I got tok to eu . -.- did i never say anything or tok at all? Laughs. Lols, did i never love eu? Go love ur ....
Wtf. Srslys , i so feel damn stupid rite naoz.
Before toking this , i got tx eu but naoz feel really idiot to say those things. :D:D
And FYI , eu sad i not sad mehx?
Dun say until i never sad like tht Or eu only one sad
And i got tok to eu on msn or msg
I got reply better then nothing rite and tok to machiam i'm crazy person who is toking to ghost
Is eu only who is acting?
SRSLY ,SUCKS TTC.

Aizhen is a strong gal.:);)
Won't be so stupid.
Single is the best best best. :D
Idiot ppl do this only. (Y)
Really nothing happen to miie people. ;)

I would sing a ending song

2010-07-28T13:59:00.002+08:00

Today end early early . MIIE LIKE IT. :D:D
Later gonna slack wif MR COLOURFUL and My best buddy. (maby)
HEHEHEHS. :D:D
TODAY WENT REALLY SOTPLUG.
My skirt wet -.- thanks alot.
Happy birthday joy joy. :)
AND
MS HO DUN GO . :(:(
I like her class , her history is funny and make it alive .
Like a live scene history . NICE. *Thumbs UP*

To my dearest:
I think i really can't anymore. I everynight is crying and crying. :(
I really can't understand eu and we gettin drift away very far.
Today i decided . :)
Putting a smile , a mask , a happy.
Its really hard to act it out when inside was really pain. :(
yesterday , i was waiting for eu to msg back.
I told myself very hard , its okie but i really can't.
Today i did not reply ur msg cause i dun wan to cry in school.
I really tired all those excuse .
I tired

I miss those days.

I miss when we webcam

I miss that we call each other every night

I miss when eu buy chocolate

I miss those time we watch movie very happy

I miss those times message

I miss Dumbdumb and dumbass

I miss when i waiting for eu

I miss the song for us 

I miss eu told miie i love eu

I miss those time we in causeway point

I miss when we first met , we were very shy

I miss when we play other people 

I miss 'Hey daddy'

I miss the rose 
I miss 'Dumbass 爱 Dumbdumb'
I miss banana and monkie  

I miss everything about eu

I misses all thing i had fun wif eu

Now times changed , people change , feeling change.
'Everyone never stop changing'
I love those times but it never came back again.
Those are just memories ,
Looking forward
Dun ever looked the past
Past are just things are stupid to look back
I'm just stupid .
After looking a nice rainbow , slowly its fade

Its hard to let go but this time i let go.
I giving up :)
Thanks ...

Those day were lost ,
Those days are gone
Those days are memories
Those days are dream
Those days are jokies
And its stop looking back by looking forward

Broken hearted

2010-07-27T19:31:00.001+08:00

Edited.
Thanks buddy. :) eu cheer up oso :)
Thanks for ur 'cheer up' help miie alot.
Thanks friend. :)

Feeling damndamn sadsadsad.
Really. :( i wanna buy cigarette tmr.
I wanna puff , feeling really sad. :(
I dun care other. I dun care the promise anymore
I'm just really feeling downz.
Everything seem gone.
A happy face gal just gone.
To someone:
I texted to eu. Eu nvr reply, i told eu
I felt tht eu had drifted from miie.
I felt really scared .
I really can't face alone everything.
:( i really nid cig really.
I trying to face a darkness world.
No one helped to chased away the darkness.
Feeling down.
Msn eu machiam like -.-
Msg eu machiam like idiot waiting for a rabbit.
Everything has changed.
My heart control my mind.:(
The world is tough the world is rough.
Hais.

If the world could end it by ... , i hope i could be brave to .... Down . :(

It will be a dream tht won't come true

2010-07-27T06:17:00.001+08:00

Woke up early. :(
I HATE GOING SCHOOL srsly. -.-
DAMN BORED.
Tmr maby not going to school.

Wishing go back the time we very close together like the way before
Its just a dream ,nothing but ashes

Edited @ 3;05
Today damn sleepy. At art class got woken by teacher. -.-
And SO FUNNY TODAY. HEHEHHE
After art lesson , i and angel planned to take the chair back to our class.
HEHEHEs. We just take like nobody business, damn funny from 4 to 1st floor.
The class gettin lesser chair so PEKCHEY LORH. -.-
and after art is english then recess.
Dhen i and her came out to get early 5 minutes recess/.
We machiam like thief -.- HEHEHES. Keep hiding teacher.
HAHAHAS.

Its tough to hold on one week.
Days by days, lesser and lesser.
Everything won't go back the same :(

I got nothing left

2010-07-26T14:44:00.001+08:00

TODAY raining . School really bring nothing back to miie. -.-
SUCKS OKIE. *DISLIKE* Going to school. :<
Almost cry out on chinese lesson. :(
Pathetic dogs . -.-
Can i dun study anymore?
Maby go see movie or slack wif mr colourful .
NOT TO SMOKE.
NOT ANYMORE.
NOT TO BREAK PROMISE.

Edited.
Slack wif mr COLOURFUL
Hehehes. Kinda had fun wif him slacking
LOL. Play fire.
And damn funny today.
Got a gal , tht colourful junior.
I was making tht sound.
Tht gal thought we following her kept saw her.
Saw her went the same way.
Keep turn behind and see us.
Hahaas. Funny ttm lorhh. LOL.
Tht colourful v GL lorhx.

Its hard to hold on

2010-07-25T01:35:00.003+08:00

Currently @ chewchew hse. :(:(
I so sadsadsadsadsadsadsad and moody.
:(:(
NO ENTERTAIN okie. sian.
My curry puff gonna EXPIRE SOON. :(:(

'I waiting everything for this day
but doesn't seem i wanted
sometimes wishes not true or granted
and its either concidence or accidentally'

Edited @ 2:09
FULL TTM okie. WTF.
Went mac wif PIKACHEW :D:D
REALLYREALLY VERYVERY FULL.
I went there ate Big breakfast .
Then few minutes is lunch.
Went eat again .
Ate MCWINGS set . Fullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
Ate 3 pcs of nugget OHMYGOD.
Went curry puff :) ITS expire. :(:(
Gonna play badminton to burn burn.

I'm sorrie disappointed eu. :(
I'm sorrie i broke my promise to eu
I'm sorrie i should not smoke anymore
I'm sorrie :(
I willing to change and stop smoking. :(

MIIE LOVE THIS. HEHEHEHS. Thanks *winkswinks*

P/S.
My DEAREST . PLEASE GO SEE THE DOCTOR.
:(:(
SO WORRIE MANZ ABOUT EU YTD.
YTD keep on coughing. :(:(
DRINK MORE MORE morE WATER.
And
GET WELL SOOONNNNNN
I LOVE You :):)

Lovelies dream

2010-07-24T11:37:00.003+08:00

VVVVV hungry naoz. :(:(:(
Did not ate anything since last night.
MSCHEW please chilllzzz. I'm sorrie larhhh.
Walao kelly tell jiayu tell the curry puff thingy.:(:(
Gonna go out later wif someone <3
But i really really really vvvvvvv HUNGRIE naoz.:(

Edited.

Went cwp wif dearest, watch the sorcerer's apprentice.
Quite okie and had a little argument wif him. :(
Sorrie dearest .:(
I sorrie i smoke infront of eu , eu dun wan miie to smoke. :(
Sorrie for asking break for this small little a argument
Sorrie for being quiet today
And thanks for the gift. :):)
I always loved eu. :(
'even a little argument won't stop miie from loving eu'

Love wasn't the sweetest

2010-07-23T22:08:00.001+08:00

Tired ttm. Okie. :/
Wanted to go briefing of sec 3 course.
Did not went btw the time i went there it was 8 plus.

Went panjang > cck> queentown > bishan > gombak > homed
Did not ate dinner . :/ hungriie but i did not care.
Went wif sky, kelly , xiuxia and etc.
Went curry puff again. :):)
I really damn broke . :(:(
Today morning and last night did not eat at all.
Tommorrow maby tonn at MS CHEW hse. Gonna go nuts at her hse
And watch wif my dearest:):) BLOODPLEDGE. hehehheh
And today briefing i don't fuck care tht teacher find miie.
LOL. Just mainly bullszzz and maby seating there listen idiot things.

I could not live without ur love

2010-07-22T18:44:00.003+08:00

2107100505 ♥♥
I LOVE YOU:)

Wans to pierce TONGUE, SO COOL TTM .
CB THT BASTARD AND THE DOG.
I dun noe tmr should i find kelly and x.sky or go gym wif my dearest gal .
Having abit feverish. :( I dun noe why. WANS to VOMITS.

ILOVEEU

2010-07-21T20:26:00.001+08:00

2107100505 <3
Hehehehes.
Happy galz okie. :D:D
Waiting for eu all along.
LOVEEULOTSLOTS!!!!!

If time back then

2010-07-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

Back from homed. DAMN HOT TTM OKIE.
Bring the whole stack book homed. Ended at 1.

At sch i was sleeping and morning quite DULAN. Someone told miie.
Someone told miie tht Ytd Tht 'An_ _ _' Say something behind my back.
When i not in sch yesterday.
WAT NEW FRENDS SIA?
Please horhx , is eu always go ppl hse watch anime and i got ask eu wan go out eu watch anime.
At sch i got peii eu somemore Dun tok cock can and at my behind say something.
Eu wan say can say right to miie. I hate this person like eu sia. :<
My patience has limited and even eu attitude miie eu oso dun noe. I never say anything.
Say sacrastic like i pangseh eu like tht . Eu nvr ask miie come out and yesterday
My little sister sick, bring her go see doctor.
GOT PANGSEH EU MEH?
And today eu left miie alone, i nvr say anything.
EU MACHIAM LIKE DOG SIA. -.- NO OFFENCES.
VERY DULAN OKIE. Thanks goodness the someone told miie.
If someone never told miie , i been SO STUPID all along has a friend like eu.
P/s . UR VOICE OMG OKIE. DUN HIGH PITCH CAN. =.=

Shaken Heart

2010-07-19T08:32:00.005+08:00

Currently at homez naoz. Later gonna sec doctor not miie seeing the doc.
Mother ask miie to stay at home and THEY WENT OVERSEAS.
For 3D2N only, :(
Tmr return school, i cannot give letter liao. -.- I give alot letter sias.
But do i fk care?
LOVE NOT GOING SCHOOL. :D:D
Later @ 1415 see free show, need to buy popcorn and chocolate.
I scared the main character who make this run away. :(
HUMJI 'SHE'.

EDITED.
TIRED naoznaoznaoz. YAWNS.
THT VIDEO WAT THE FUCK SIAS . KELLY eu wait the day i camera eu down. :P
EHHHEHE. Alot movie i wan to watch sias. :(
I dun noe tmr end at 1 plus sia. :( Not fair idiot principal. -.-
And i passing the guitar to MSCHEWJIAYU , The guitar bang on my head.
WTF SIA, PAIN LIKE HELL. :(

LOL. THIS SATURDAY I COMIN FOR EU. :D:D
HEHEHES. _ _ _ D _ _ M _♥♥

When i bathe came back , there ppl toking to miie.
Its offline . -.-
I'M LAZY TO GO SCHOOL. :(
And today taiji was completely waste my tym.
Jeannie eu become _I_ really. I gettin dislike eu.
Eu gave a wat attitude at afternoon , i thought eu were changed.
I siding jiayu , i dun noe who will protect eu and
THT magazine unless eu buy tht F something. -.-
Eu despo do it wif ur boyf is it? walao. -.-
DIGUSTED SRSLY.

I was waiting for you

2010-07-18T10:36:00.002+08:00

-Edited-
Back from CHEWJIAYU Hse, From her hse cabbed.
Yesterday bugis , KELLY Pissed off. Some ppl Put aeroplane liao dhen put bomb.
Saw dumbdumb and i played jubeat like so TOOT.
Wif cherie , joey , miie and kelly
Did not sleep , REALLY REALLY TIRED TTM
I hate my bro playing dota shouting and scolding . NOISY.

Gonna upload pics before sleeping.

More Picture in fb. :)

Mind the Picture of miie. REALLY UNGLAM.

Worst Decision

2010-07-17T01:06:00.005+08:00

TiRED ttm. Many things happen today.
BROKE MY PROMISE TO MYSELF. T.T
I SMOKE LEHHHH. WTFFFFFFF. DAMN ANGRIIE.:(
I SHOULD NOTTTTT.

I LOVE EU. :(
I kept attitude eu and went moody everynight and single day.
Really sorrie. I broken my promise to eu. :(
Maby I should not anymore,
Are We FOREVER BEST FRIENDS. :)
WTF, i middle playing a exciting game. wat immortal
dhen call miie go bugis.

I nvr ever

2010-07-16T13:39:00.000+08:00

Its raining SHIOK ttm. End 12:15. :D:D
Today got pe and i nv bring pe . Nid run 8 rounds SIAO.
Teacher ask miie what happen to eu?
Miie: nvr bring lorh.
teacher: Why nvr run?
I go walk 2 rounds like taking a walk*
Teacher called miie
Teacher: Wat happen? Leg pain arh?
Miie : Yarh. ( LIKE REAL , I walk like leg pain as is to act to teacher )
LAUGHS sia. I geettimg STM liao , forget things easy.
Class slept dhen VERY NOISY Around miie kept shouting. -.-
make miie can't sleep .

OVERDUE PHOTOS.
THT LKY dun wan take sadd life. :(:(
KEEP TAKE PHOTO OF MIIE. SHY SIAS.

Manage to take one-.- VERY BLURR ;(

AND THT ROSE, DUMBDUMB DRAW FOR MIIE.

When we first outing barh. :):) CHIO TTM. :D:D

Not a lovely ending

2010-07-15T16:58:00.001+08:00

Came back from gym wif dearest lky. :D:D
The person gan us out of the gym becos we no towel like -.-
Today end 1.45 so i run out arnd 1.15 or 1.30.
Tired ttm. Went mac after a gym. Is more fats. Hehehes,Nvm
Photos will update later.
Today was a happy day and Saw many shuai. Heheehes. Sot.
Tmr can't go bugis wif lky. :(
And sat maby going bugis. Very lazy go there, maby go there play Jubeat. Damn addiction. :D

Edited@10:06
Hais. Kinda moody. :/ how how how
Brother no nid to go sch as he went out wif mother tmr.
Damn :( i dun wan to go sch. :( hais.
Tmr i shall update photos. :(
Sch was so bored ttm.
Dun feel like going bugis.
Gonna find someone out to watch a
Movie or gnna rotrotrot at home.
Dun feel like toking to anyone.
Hais. :(

'Acting brave and strong wasn't Strong afterall.'
Looking to the light and face the ur probs, it seem like after a greatest storm became a beautiful rainbow.

Mixed up

2010-07-14T00:02:00.003+08:00

I was waiting for eu for all this times.
All just worthless.

'Cherish the ones eu love , spend the remain times wif ur love'

Promise myself smoke lessless!! Or quit smoke.

EPIC.

2010-07-13T19:08:00.004+08:00

Stop the bleeding love

2010-07-13T16:10:00.005+08:00

Today art was a major fked. I and angel were playing the paint until the sink stuck becos i pour too much paint.
Hehehehee. Shhhhh.
Thanks goodness today i nv meet tht person dun feel like meeting him. It was omg but i wan my puff.
After sch went slacked angel. Hehee, went westmall after a call from kelly. Library , walked arnd.

And ppl really stop okie. I tiongxim to myself. :)
Ehhhhhhhh, sometym i trying stop ppl 'like' miie by doing weird stuff and try to stop it from happening.

OMG. Tht video. I nid to find a hole really.
Damn no face,tht day i was so sotplug ttm and random.
I think i drunk tht day. Wtf siol . :(

Edited 6:45
Wtf sial. Very pissed off. There a guy, wat i the fked i do??? I just say no , eu gave the whole fking attitude.
Forget, i could not say. -.- diaos. I did not offended eu and i just say no. Wtf sial.

DAMN PISSED OFF WIF BROTHER . Wft sial. DOGLARH.
He saw miie going westmall the library dhen still ask miie, where i go. CHEEBYE.
DO EU SAW MIIE GOING LIBRARY DHEN ASK MIIE FOR WAT.?
ARE UR EYES BLIND STILL ASK MIIE, UR EYES SIBEI PAJIAO.
DAMN PISSED OFF wif 4 person.

Way back to love

2010-07-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hehehehee. Currently sotsot. :D
And hungry. Just went find someone slack.
Puff few stickss. :):) tok tok for awhile.
Homed arnd 9 plus.

There one person very cb. Ask miir can woo miie , i say i got like the person. Sibei fked up, tok to him.
Then another one tmr meet him, i dun wan to meet him.
I say dun wan wan meet him dhen he so pathetic and bhb , he say give miie puff . One puff one kiss wtf. Go and die lurh. Grrrr. Very cb sia this type person, sibei digust miie sias.
Naoz phone like no use to miie liao, lazy reply annoy msg.
So irritating sias.

devasted

2010-07-12T09:27:00.008+08:00

Currenty at sch com lab. DAMN sian , teacher kept look. _I_

Edited.
After slack awhile wif Angel. Damn tired. There one person msging sibei fan. -.-
one shot 3 msg. WTF siol , damn sickening. I dun feel like using phone and msg or using it.
Damn useless to miie
At sch , there siibei bastard sia. Pissed off, tht dogbear machiam so ugly act he very shuai like tht.
VERY FUCK THE GROUP. I was sleeping disiao miie. KP so much. -.-
Kp one person as i was helping my friend to get back his own seat. CB beardog.
Chinese lesson wrote a compo make my whole mood went emo. :(
Wanted to watch soccer this morning but i overslept it. :(

'Eu abandon miie one side , when i need eu''

Edited 6.01
Stop hurting miie and stop making miie cry. :( REALLY.
It really hurts naoz . :( I like eu, i love eu.
DO EU UNDERSTAND?!?!? :'(
I dun think eu noe or will reject.
My heart really broken naoz.
Actually , i gave eu up wanted to move on.
I kept it my heart. :(
PLEASE STOP make miie so miserable. :(
But it too lates.:(
My hopes and dream had shattered and been lost. :(

I'm SO NO FACE LIAO.
KELLY. THANKS. -.-
SIBEI UNGLAM .
I thought tht video eu all forgot liao.
OMGGGGGG!!!!!!

Greatest of all

2010-07-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

Dun fight wif a person older then mi by one year.
Please last of my words. Damn tiring and 'CHILDISH' to argue wif them.
Dun write in fb really. Lazy go find ur name sias.
Eu nvr say i oso dun noe. Thanks alot. Bc, no diff.
Without eu a frend like 'eu' oso no diff, my life still
Continue a life wif 'CHILDISH'. (Y) rocks .
I find a quote quite' if eu wan make a better place, start the change by looking urself. ''
And i trying to change but have eu?
And horh , eu tok simi? Wat delete? Kong simi lan and tok nonsense. Bo link. -.- and are eu smarter then miie?
Or wat? Dun call ppl stupid or etc as if eu really smart.
If eu really smart this world why nid stupid words and
As if eu smarter then miie, why don't eu go express when eu so smart. Tok cok bodoh.

Went science center had dinner wif family.
Damn full ttm and abit drunk , father bring wine to .
I drank , wtf sia. Seh abit. Hehes. :)
Parent Argue finish

Endure is gold , give in is unite

2010-07-11T15:35:00.004+08:00

Lols, they are fighting away. ;) cannot see.
Had brought ice-cream and chocolate for the show...
Then is like can hear sounds.

I really hate this kind bastard like my father.
I hate when the man is married then outside got mistress.
Kinda piissed of tht. Bitches who flirt ppl,kajiao or disrupt my family.
Father eu married My real mother dhen currently
Why can't eu be faithfull ot tiongxim? Chibye.
I hate this kind of person, go find mistress and has kids and a wife. Bastard ppl.
Stepmother i will support to the end.(even though eu not my mom)
Please eu not young anymore!??!
Are eu in the twenties or thirties??
I dun wan this family to be broken.
Xitong and yutong still small okie?!?
If this family gonna broken, who gonna feed them?!
I nevermind, i go die or sent in the wat can liao.
But my younger sister how? Can't be tiongxim and give in to her. Eu maybe work, dun nid treat as if . Miao kias. Hongan. Nb, bastard toot .Why eu like tht? Grrrr~
P/s. Blocked miie , why don't delete the whole connection wif miie.
Man sucha a bastard , mans are liar, man are _|_. Grrrr~~~~